This episode is sad -- you've been warned. After tripping in therapy, the boyfriend gives us a bigger look at the story of his mom and her death. He tells us about his family memories and how they all related to each other. We check in on our relationship, my lack of control over some aspects of my recovery maintenance, and emotional regulation overall. Discussion of "pulling the rug out from under you" makes a #BPD appearance as well, feat. abandonment feelings!!