If the veil was torn, why do we still feel blocked? Why does worship feel like work—and prayer feel like performance?

In this episode, Alex unpacks the real barrier to God’s manifest presence—and it’s not distance or lack of access. Drawing deeply from Watchman Nee and A.W. Tozer, we expose the inner veil that still hides Him from us: the self-life. We talk volcano worship, soul-driven sincerity, and the breaking of the dam inside us that finally releases His Spirit to flow.

We’re not outside trying to get in. We’re the place He now lives. But the veil must be torn within.

Ask Yourself:

• Am I still worshipping like I need to attract God’s presence, or from the place where He already dwells in me? → Am I starting with lack or from fullness?
• Do I expect the atmosphere to shift before I can encounter Him, or do I know the atmosphere has already changed because I’m there?→
• Is my expectation shaped by environment or indwelling?Do I believe that refreshing comes down from above, or that it flows up from within?→ Am I still reaching outward, or releasing what’s inside?

Listener's Guide:

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1CghKe2NP9ZMslL3fq12ijjq6DhciUFuh?usp=sharing