Parental Influence, academics, and betrayal, all paved a way for a female young adult to have suicidal thoughts. Having gone through a period of her life where she lost her sense of self and where her constant prayer was to have peace of mind...she finally was able to beat suicidal thoughts and heal by seeking professional help, embracing her sense of humor and support from friends. Please tune in as I have a conversation with this special lady who has been past suicidal thoughts and get to listen as she put much emphasis on parenting and the improvement of the health system in Tanzania, especially on mental health services.