[Verse]

I'm watching a movie I made about my life

In sepia tones

I'm seeing it all for what seems like the thousandth time

My childhood home

[Pre-Chorus]

We're at the part where I am hiding on the roof

Wondering if anyone can bear to hear the truth

I didn't know how to talk about my feelings

I still don't

[Verse]

I watch my mother calling my name

As she walks through the house to find me

She lost her first son when we lived in Pittsburgh

Before I was born

[Pre-Chorus]

No one ever talked about him, they thought that they were being brave

But they couldn't fool me, I could see it in their faces

I didn't know how to talk about my feelings

I still don't

[Chorus]

And it makes it so hard

It makes it so hard

It makes so hard to tell the truth

When you have to

[Instrumental Verse]

[Pre-Chorus]

I wish that I could say all the things I need to say

But I am still hiding in a hundred different ways

I don't know how to talk about my feelings

[Chorus]

And it makes it so hard

It makes it so hard

It makes so hard to tell the truth

When you have to

And it makes it so hard

It makes it so hard

It makes so hard to tell the truth

When you have to

[Verse]

I'm watching a movie I made about my life

In sepia tones

I'm seeing it all for what seems like the thousandth time

My childhood home