Daily Tanya SY chapter 10 part 1/2 the choices we make in this life time (mamash all the small choices u make) are as much a part of the hashgacha pratis story of ur life as the things that happen TO you…. Also. Side note: believing that hashem is actually everything does not mean that now everything is “ladeedada” and everything is a - ok. On the contrary. It means that in hard moments… I have the opportunity and ability to LEAN IN instead of AWAY. it means that in any moment… including the hard ones… I can breathe fully and deeply… because this moment too is not antithetical to the unity of god. I can integrate all of my experiences (and choices!!!, even the not so obviously great ones) into the ONE truth that my life is- hashem. And so in any moment I can receive Hashem as He is expressing himself through the exact look of that moment … so I can dance there. Or breathe there. Or be there. I can live in the now. And suddenly. I feel alive. Moshiach now.