A whole parsha of process, not solution

A whole week of Tanya of the Beinoni

Maybe we aren’t wrong for being human

❤️

This is my name

A warrior of darkness and light

A ember of divinity shining brightly

Expanding into the full size that I am

Exhaling and inhaling

Deeply

Loudly

Again and again

I rest within the infinite expansiveness

Of my growing ability to

Love

I am present and alive

To the fullness that life is

To the fullness that I am.

The way I will experience

What was

What is

And what will be

Can all be contained

Within me

I find god

Through finding my own godliness

And suddenly

There is nowhere He is not

Because He is everywhere I am

And I am home

As the Jews are going into Exile

Hashem says

“I will go with you there

And I will take you out of there. “

As I experience fear of where the world is heading

I hear my Soul say to me

“I will go with you there

And I will take you out of there”

I will never let you go.

I will always be with you.

Within the darkness. Within the unknown.

No matter what.

I will hold you there.

Wherever we go. Whatever happens.

You have me. You have Me.

❤️

הנני

Not with answers. But with my body and my soul and with my own permission to be present to the life I am inside of now.

Happy Chanuka to the Princes and Princesses of Hashems beautiful kingdom.❤️

(Photo from my beautiful sister sara)🤍

So much more that could be said…

But im learning that the experience of life isn’t opposite the infinity of life. ..

It’s through being within the exact dimension and details of the lives we are currently in, that we touch the deepest point of creation.

So I choose to be here with love. With compassion. With all I am and all I am not.

👑

Welcome home ❤️

Parshas Vayishlach

When Yaakov becomes Yisroel

The Unity of god does not exist beyond us

It does not exist within us

It is us

exactly as we are.

The world of Moshiach is one where esav rests within yaakov.

With all that we are, and all that we aren’t, we are good. We are allowed to see ourselves as good. Our lives are the flow of the original love story which is creation itself. Our divine souls always see us as good.

(Our divine souls even see the parts of us that see us as not good as good. No exceptions. Hi precious beautiful part of me. Mamma is here. You have a home.)

Im allowing myself to show up as I am, because pretty sure that’s the whole point of everything.

❤️

Hayom yom 28 cheshvan.

The concept of Divine Providence is this: Not only are all particular movements of the various creatures directed by Providence, and not only is that Providence itself the life-force and maintained existence of every creature - but even more, the particular movement of any creature is in general terms related to the grand design of Creation... The aggregate of all individual acts brings to completion G‑d's grand design in the mystery of all Creation.

Ponder this: If the swaying of a blade of grass is brought about by Divine Providence and is crucial to the fulfillment of the purpose of Creation, how much more so with regard to mankind in general, and Israel (the people close to him)1 in particular!

hi. “teaching” has felt different for me recently.

Allowing myself to show up as I am. And be present to myself, with myself, as I am.

This is my story. My process. My 67 pesukim.

So this is where I want to be.

❤️

Ps. last years Chumash and Tanya align with this years. To listen to more in depth journey about this parsha and tanya , just search the name of the parsha of the week ❤️

Choosing to see the flow of reality that I am currently in as the flow of Hashems revelation

Ain Od.

When I see that everything is Hashem, I see Him everywhere.

I suppose this recording is a present moment flow on what means for me.

As I am.

❤️❤️

Did things a little differently …

Woot woot to vulnerability ❤️we really are so so infinite.

Sending so much love

Art on the cover by my glorious friend

sima rivka @seemerleemer