Daily Bitachon

102 Daily Dose of Gratitude


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Welcome to Daily Bitachon in our Shaar Habechina series. We are now about to start our final chapter of Shaar Habechina —the gate of contemplation of God's ways—chapter six. Chapter six opens up with the words: אך מפסידי הבחינה והדברים התלויים בה — What are the things that are going to ruin or make you lose this quality of contemplation? This is fascinating. The rabbis of old knew a fundamental rule: you can work incredibly hard to acquire something, but you can lose it just as easily. The source for this concept is actually a pasuk in the Torah that we say almost every day. We recite Kriyas Shma every single day, and in the second parasha , we end with the words: למען ירבו ימיכם וימי בניכם על האדמה אשר נשבע ה' לאבותיכם לתת להם כימי השמים על הארץ (דברים יא:כא) Now, the very next pasuk —which we don't read as part of Kriyas Shma , since the three parshiyos are compiled from different places in the Torah—says in Pasuk Chaf-Bet : כי אם שמור תשמרון את כל המצוה הזאת . You have to especially guard this mitzvah, or actually, these mitzvos that I command you. The Midrash is bothered by this. The beginning of the parasha already said vehaya shamor tishmerun —"you will listen." So if we already listened, what does the end mean by saying we must "guard"? Normally, we associate guarding with prohibitions, like Shemiras Shabbos (refraining from doing wrong). So why add this extra shamor tishmerun ? The Yalkut Shimoni explains that just as a person must be careful with their money so they don't lose it, so too a person must be careful with their Torah and their avodah (service of Hashem) so they don't lose it. You have to search for it, as the pasuk says: im tevakshena kakesef —search for religion and yiras shamayim like you would for money. Just like it is hard to acquire wealth, it is hard to acquire Torah. Now, you might think, "Well, if that's the case, silver doesn't destroy easily. You put it in a silver chest and it lasts. Isn't Torah the same way?" No. The pasuk says: לא יערכנה זהב וזכוכית —it cannot be compared to gold and expensive glass. Torah is compared to both gold and glass. Why glass? Because just as glass is easily broken, you can easily lose your divrei Torah and your hard work. It is as difficult to acquire as gold, but as easy to lose as glass. Glass breaks. I don't know if you have this problem, but stemware breaks. The silver cup I received from my wife when we got engaged over 40 years ago is still standing tall. None of the glassware we got when we married is still standing. We have spent six months—over a hundred classes, actually—on Shaar Habechina . This is class 102. You might say, "Okay, I'm good. I spent six months, a lesson a day, and I finished Shaar Habechina . I'm ready to move on." No, you cannot move on until you know what can cause you to lose it. This is a very important rule that many people don't know. How do I know they don't know it? Because the Chovos HaLevavos tells us so in Shaar Avodas Elokim (The Gate of Service of God). There, he lists nine levels of people on a scale of zero to ten. Level nine consists of people who have intentions lishma —meaning they are doing things for the absolute right reasons. Why, then, did they not reach total greatness? שלא נשמרו ממפסידי העבודות They were not careful to stay away from the things that ruin your avodat Hashem . Decay entered, and they didn't realize what was happening. They forgot to add the preservatives, and therefore the food rotted. He compares this to a pasuk in Kohelet (10:1): זבובי מות יבאיש יביע שמן רוקח יקר מחכמה מכבוד סכלות מעט "Dead flies make the perfumer's ointment smell and ferment; so too, a little folly or silliness outweighs wisdom and honor." Just as a beautiful jar of perfume can be ruined by a single fly, a little bit of silliness or carelessness can ruin your avodat Hashem . He quotes one of the pious men who told his students: "Even though you have purified yourselves from sins, I am still afraid of the greatest sin of all, the one that causes total ruination." And what is that? Gavhut and ga'avah —arrogance and haughtiness. As the pasuk in Mishlei (16:5) tells us: To'avat Hashem kol gva lev —"An abomination to God is everyone who is arrogant." If you do everything right, but arrogance enters, it can ruin it all. The Sefer Ne'ot Desha on Chumash (by the author of the Avnei Nezer ) discusses Pharaoh's dreams in Parashat Mikeitz , where the small, thin cows swallowed up the fat cows. Of course, the simple message is that the years of famine would swallow up the years of plenty. But he brings down that it also refers to the trait of arrogance. Arrogance can completely swallow up your spiritual plenty. You might have worked, learned, become a great teacher, a great orator, and authored books—wow, that is a lot of fat cows! But then the trait of arrogance comes in, and the very things that made you great can bring you down. You have to be careful of that. You need to know the great qualities, but you also need to know what can cause their ruination. And that is exactly what we are going to do, be'ezrat Hashem , this week. Thank you, and sorry for going over time.
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Daily BitachonBy Rabbi David Sutton