Deep in a haze

By：莴苣

no moonlight blinking

no star glittering

I went from somewhere

to the middle of nowhere

I lingered on the stairs

I lingered on the memories

with no thought of leaving for home

but I almost forgot

I forgot the place is of miseries

without near reach of hope

Faint thunder

Cloudy sky

I slept in a violet haze

Sunlight shimmered above the fields

a rainy morning whimpering

a snowy night roaring

I stood for nothing

I soared from the wounds

I soared the skywards

I gradually remembered

I remembered（I remembered）

nothing in my hand

when I clench it

Everything in my mind

when I lose it

Faint thunder

Cloudy sky

I slept in a violet haze

Sunlight shimmered above the fields

a biting wind coughing

a falling shadow struggling

I trudged from an abyss to Oceanids

I sinked in a dream about the headlight of a passing train cutting through the night

I slowly rewound

I rewound the vanished past wheezed in desperating white

Faint thunder

Cloudy sky

I slept in a violet haze

Sunlight shimmered above the fields

Deep in a haze