I never like the number 13th because it brought back memories I wish to forget. These memories caused nightmares to the point I couldn't sleep at night. I would wake up from shaking or screaming in my sleep. That's how bad these nightmares were, even though I escaped the darkness and the dark moments in my life. I couldn't turn my brain off from the horrible things I went through. Using my voice, writing out these podcasts, and speaking to a therapist help me through these tough times.