my birthday is in less than 2 weeks now

this episode is a reflection on time passing, december babies and not knowing anything about life yet - a little bit chaotic but never too much

i mostly wanted to talk about how delusional it feels to reach the end of your early twenties, the single period that is most glorified by everyone ("enjoy it, these are gonna be the best years of your life")

it certainly feels bittersweet. On the one side, there is still so much time, I'm only turning 24. I'm getting to know myself better. I'm happier and more secure than when i was 20, and it will only get better as I grow older

on the other side, it is terrifying. Next thing you know i'm gonna be 90 and i'll still be trying to figure out my career and if i wanna try swimming as a hobby