Coming in with fresh water works this week, while the event is still raw. I’m reflecting with you on a time where I felt ashamed and embarrassed to be the host of Walnut Wednesday the podcast. This moment brought up a deep reflection as to why I felt I needed to make myself the butt of a joke in the first place and also elicited a brave conversation with an external party, simply explaining how something made me feel, without needing to know if that was the intent or not.