Do me a favor NEW AGE bullshitters, keep your BS advice for yourselves. We all know that hurt people hurt people but it's no excuse to let this kind oif stuff going one and there are gazillion people in similar situations, and unlike Amouranth we don't sit on millions of dollars and we don't have thousands of fools who keep giving us money in spite of already being a millionaire. Nope, we barely get any support, so huge thank you for the few of you who do, and ther rest who have the possibility but don't....know there is a special place in hell for all of you who could help and never help anyone.
I am almost 49 years of age and have lived like this my entire adult life and before the abuse at home was even worse and the amount of hours expected to work for free........and having someone always yelling down my neck for not doing enough when compared to most I lived with nothing and working way more.
Haven't taken a holiday since I was 26 and that holiday was shit because I had chronic back pain and an asshole ex boyfriend who was also a major narcissist and who added on to the abuse and carelessness I had already experienced throughout my life.
In Spite of all this I still don't go out and do any of this to others but I do urge any young person or even old, if you think you can change these people and save them don't, because you can't and they will drag you down in hell with them. EFF ttechniques, reiki and sound healing are the only things, along with my dogs, to help me in this shit of a life I was handed and no, I did not chose this crap as I ain't a masochist, cotrary to popular opinion.
Use me as your cautionary tale and stop wasting your time on narcissistic pricks and if in doubt go check out Dr. Ramani, she is one of the few who explain this stuff well and who strongly advocates for those of us who had to endure such crap.
If those who have in excess weren't so full of shit and selfish, nobody would ever be going through such crap and this is what I want to see change in the world, I want good people to unite, rise up and finally put an end to all of this.
I am out of food and dog food and the abuser surely won't buy anything as he claims he has no money but he always does for his BS so any direct help is greately apreciated~ Even just sending good energy so I can find a solution and finally move on. Lazy are those who pencil push and can't even keep their own room clean, after they complain about those who do clean being the lazyo nes. Proof is in the pudding and in how little he can actually do in the real world, including having no clue how to fix anything....completely useless sub human he is. I fixed stuff around and I have no tools and at this point I have very little strength physically as well.
Hope you learn your lesson and have a better life after watching this~
Much love to all of you who are living in this kind of situation, if I had the money I would save you all as nobody should ever live like this~
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