In this conversation, the hosts reflect on past episodes and guests, discussing the importance of asking more questions and digging deeper into their stories. They emphasize the significance of supporting both addicts and their families, and the impact of vulnerability and sharing personal experiences. They also discuss the challenges of dating while being open about their addiction and recovery journeys. The hosts express gratitude for the positive feedback they have received and announce the upcoming release of merchandise. They encourage listeners to reach out for support and highlight the importance of surrendering and finding one's own bottom in addiction.

Keywords

addiction, recovery, guests, support, vulnerability, family, dating, merchandise, surrender

Takeaways

• As hosts, it is important to ask more questions and dig deeper into guests' stories

• Supporting both addicts and their families is crucial

• Vulnerability and sharing personal experiences can help others feel less alone

• Dating while being open about addiction and recovery can be challenging

• Gratitude for the positive impact of the podcast and the support received

• Upcoming release of merchandise

• Encouragement for listeners to reach out for support and find their own bottom in addiction

Sound Bites

• "You find your bottom or your bottom finds you"

• "Don't let certain things from certain, there's not a one size fit all formula for this or recipe"

• "We're always here for you"

Chapters

00:00

Reflecting on Past Episodes and Guests

05:49

Supporting Families and Including Them in the Conversation

10:10

Navigating Relationships and Vulnerability in Recovery

13:58

Gratitude, Merchandise, and Celebrating the Impact of the Podcast

24:56

Surrendering and Embracing Recovery: Finding Your Bottom

In this conversation, the guest, Kat Gibbons, shares her experience as a heroin addict and the progression of her addiction. She discusses how her addiction started at a young age and how she always felt different and out of place. She talks about her use of various drugs, including heroin, fentanyl, Adderall, and Xanax. Kat describes the consequences she faced, such as losing her job, apartment, and car, and living on the streets. She also shares a pivotal moment when her boyfriend was killed in a mass shooting, which made her contemplate her own life and the need for change. Despite multiple attempts at treatment, Kat struggled to stay sober until she finally reached a point of surrender and willingness to get help. In this conversation, the guest shares her experience with addiction, recovery, and the role of faith in her journey. She discusses the impact of COVID-19 on addiction and how it allowed scammers to thrive. The guest also talks about her struggle with fentanyl addiction and the challenges of managing its powerful effects. She emphasizes the importance of humility and surrendering to a higher power in recovery. The conversation highlights the significance of women supporting each other in recovery and the rewards of helping others.

Keywords

heroin addiction, fentanyl, progression, consequences, homelessness, mass shooting, surrender, treatment, addiction, recovery, faith, COVID-19, scammers, fentanyl, humility, surrender, higher power, women in recovery

Takeaways

• Addiction can start at a young age, even in individuals who had a good childhood and supportive parents.

• The progression of addiction can lead to severe consequences, such as homelessness, loss of relationships, and legal issues.

• Pivotal moments, such as the loss of a loved one, can serve as wake-up calls and motivate individuals to seek help.

• The power of choice is often lost in addiction, and individuals may continue using drugs despite the negative consequences.

• Treatment can be a challenging process, with relapses and resistance to change, but it is possible to find recovery with persistence and support. COVID-19 provided an opportunity for scammers to thrive and for addicts to game the system.

• Fentanyl addiction can be intense and challenging to manage due to its powerful effects.

• Humility and surrendering to a higher power are crucial in recovery.

• Supporting and helping other women in recovery is a rewarding and fulfilling experience.

• Having faith and trusting in a higher power can lead to a transformative spiritual experience.

Sound Bites

• "I am either going to like do dope and like die and like kill myself and overdose on purpose so I can go like be with him or I'm gonna try to like get better."

• "I remember laying there waiting for them to call me for my induction. And I literally was like, fuck, out loud, screaming."

• "I call somebody and they give me like 10 bucks on cash up and I hit up my friend and I'm like, dude, if you come pick me up, I'll give you 10 bucks. That's all I have right now."

• "COVID allowed us in a lot of people, not even just addicts, to game the system."

• "Am I? Yeah, I don't know what the hell it is."

• "Get over yourself, be willing to hear something different."

Chapters

00:00

Introduction and Reflection on the Journey

03:00

The Start of Addiction and Feeling Different

07:46

The Progression of Addiction and Consequences

12:51

A Pivotal Moment: Coping with Loss

20:51

The Power of Choice and Resistance to Change

29:00

The Challenges of Treatment and the Path to Recovery

39:34

The Impact of COVID-19 on Addiction and Scammers

45:17

Struggling with Fentanyl Addiction

49:27

The Importance of Humility and Surrender in Recovery

54:48

Women Supporting Each Other in Recovery

01:09:26

The Rewards of Helping Others in Recovery

01:16:25

The Transformative Power of Faith in Recovery

The conversation revolves around the guest's experience with addiction and recovery. They discuss their introduction to drugs, the progression of their addiction, and the impact it had on their life. They also touch on the importance of open conversations about addiction with children and the challenges of parenting in the modern age. The conversation highlights the need for education and awareness surrounding addiction and the importance of creating a safe space for open dialogue. In this conversation, Gil shares his personal journey of addiction and recovery. He discusses the events that led to his addiction, including a traumatic childhood and the loss of his adoptive parents. Gil opens up about his experiences with substance abuse, including overdosing and near-death experiences. He also talks about his time in rehab and the importance of mental health in his recovery. Gil emphasizes the need for self-care and setting boundaries in order to maintain a healthy and balanced life in recovery. He also challenges the stigma surrounding addiction and advocates for harm reduction and a love-based approach to recovery.

Keywords

addiction, recovery, drugs, partying, high school, college, justification, parenting, education, safe space, addiction, recovery, trauma, substance abuse, overdose, rehab, mental health, self-care, boundaries, stigma, harm reduction, love-based approach

Takeaways

• Addiction can start innocently with partying and experimentation, but it can quickly progress and become a serious problem.

• Open and honest conversations about addiction with children are crucial in helping them make informed decisions and navigate the challenges they may face.

• Parenting in the modern age requires education and awareness about the various substances and issues that children may encounter.

• Creating a safe space for open dialogue can help individuals struggling with addiction feel supported and seek help.

• Education and understanding about addiction are essential in breaking the stigma and providing effective support and treatment. Traumatic experiences in childhood can contribute to addiction later in life.

• Overdosing and near-death experiences can be wake-up calls for seeking help and entering rehab.

• Mental health issues, such as depression, anxiety, and autism, can coexist with addiction and impact recovery.

• Establishing healthy boundaries and practicing self-care are essential for maintaining a balanced life in recovery.

• The recovery community provides a supportive and compassionate environment for healing and growth.

• Harm reduction and a love-based approach to recovery can be more effective in helping individuals overcome addiction.

• Seeking therapy and utilizing all available resources can aid in the recovery process.

• Challenging the stigma surrounding addiction is crucial for creating a more understanding and supportive society.

Sound Bites

• "I was going to school for criminal justice and psychology. The goal was to be a federal agent."

• "I was doing it like Wednesday, Thursday, Friday. So I was, there was a point the second half, that second semester where I was doing it damn near every day."

• "Most kids, at least in my experience, are gonna do the exact opposite. Like this is almost natural instinct to rebel."

• "I was fucked up, but that's not why we went into the snowbank."

• "Who wants to smoke a 'Gil's Not Dead' blunt?"

• "I had this inkling for the longest time that there might be something more to it."

Rachel Elizabeth shares her journey of addiction, starting with experimenting with alcohol and cigarettes as a young teenager. She felt a sense of not fitting in and turned to substances to cope. She tried various drugs, including cocaine, ecstasy, and eventually opiates. She became addicted to OxyContin and later transitioned to heroin. Rachel recognized that she had a problem but was in denial and rationalized her addiction. She experienced consequences such as losing jobs and resorting to pawning items and even robbing people to support her habit. Eventually, she went to treatment in 2013. The conversation in this part focuses on the speaker's journey through addiction and recovery. They discuss the desperation and shame they felt while in active addiction, their attempts to manage their drug use, and their experiences in treatment centers. The speaker also talks about their newfound sobriety and the positive changes it has brought to their life. They share their gratitude for their current circumstances and their desire to help others who are struggling with addiction. In this final part of the conversation, Rachel Elizabeth discusses her journey to recovery and the challenges she faced along the way. She shares her experience of surrendering to the recovery process and the importance of staying committed to it. She also talks about the impact of losing loved ones to addiction and how it motivated her to stay sober. Rachel Elizabeth highlights the mental aspects of content creation and the pressure it can bring. She emphasizes the importance of staying mentally well and aligned with one's purpose. The conversation concludes with a discussion on the power of addiction recovery and the positive impact it can have on individuals and communities.

Keywords

addiction, experimentation, coping, alcohol, cigarettes, drugs, cocaine, ecstasy, opiates, OxyContin, heroin, denial, consequences, treatment, addiction, recovery, shame, desperation, treatment, sobriety, gratitude, helping others, recovery, addiction, surrender, commitment, loss, motivation, content creation, mental health, purpose, power of recovery

Takeaways

• Experimentation with substances can start at a young age as a way to cope with feelings of not fitting in.

• Addiction can escalate from less harmful substances to more dangerous ones, such as opiates and heroin.

• Denial and rationalization are common defense mechanisms for addicts, preventing them from seeking help.

• Consequences, such as job loss and engaging in illegal activities, can occur as a result of addiction.

• Treatment can be a turning point for individuals struggling with addiction. Addiction can lead to desperate and shameful actions, even when the person doesn't want to continue using drugs.

• Treatment centers can provide a supportive environment for recovery, but it's important to fully commit to the program and do the internal work.

• Sobriety is possible, even for those who have struggled with addiction for a long time.

• Sharing personal stories of addiction and recovery can help inspire and support others who are going through similar experiences.

• Open and honest communication with children about addiction is crucial to prepare them for potential challenges in the future.

• Rebuilding trust with loved ones is a significant milestone in the recovery process. Surrendering to the recovery process and being willing to do whatever it takes is crucial for successful long-term sobriety.

• Losing loved ones to addiction can be a powerful motivator to stay sober and make positive changes in one's life.

• Content creation can be mentally challenging, and it is important to prioritize mental well-being and stay aligned with one's purpose.

• Recovery has the power to transform lives and create positive change, both for individuals and communities.

In this episode, the guest, Jacob D, shares his journey of addiction and recovery. He discusses how his addiction started with drugs and alcohol as a means to escape his feelings of not being good enough and fear of abandonment. Jacob talks about the traumatic experiences that further fueled his addiction, including the death of a close friend. He eventually moved to Texas to start a new life and found some stability, but continued to struggle with his addiction. The conversation covers the speaker's experiences with drugs, specifically cocaine and methamphetamine, and the impact it had on his life. He discusses his addiction, the toxic relationships it led to, and the legal consequences he faced. The speaker also talks about his time in prison, his near-death experience in a car accident, and his eventual journey towards recovery. In this conversation, the guest shares his journey from addiction to recovery and how he found purpose in helping others. He talks about his experiences with the law, his relationship with his daughter, and his growth in sobriety. The guest emphasizes the importance of being of service and staying connected to a higher power. He also discusses the transformation he experienced in treatment and the impact it had on his life. Overall, the conversation highlights the power of recovery and the ability to turn one's life around.

Keywords

addiction, recovery, drugs, alcohol, escape, fear of abandonment, traumatic experiences, death of a friend, stability, drugs, addiction, cocaine, methamphetamine, toxic relationships, legal consequences, prison, car accident, recovery, addiction, recovery, purpose, helping others, law, relationships, growth, sobriety, service, higher power, treatment, transformation

Takeaways

Addiction can stem from deep-rooted feelings of not being good enough and fear of abandonment.

Traumatic experiences can further fuel addiction and perpetuate a victim mentality.

Moving to a new environment can provide a fresh start, but the underlying issues of addiction may still persist.

Finding stability and making positive changes in life does not necessarily mean overcoming addiction completely. Addiction can lead to toxic relationships and have severe legal consequences.

The speaker's experiences highlight the dangers and negative effects of drugs like cocaine and methamphetamine.

The speaker's near-death experience in a car accident served as a wake-up call, but he still struggled with addiction.

The lack of awareness and education around the addictive nature of prescription drugs is concerning.

The speaker's journey towards recovery involved the support of a lawyer and the realization that he needed to change his life. Recovery is a journey of growth and transformation.

Helping others is a key component of staying sober and finding purpose.

Being of service and staying connected to a higher power are important in maintaining sobriety.

Relationships can be repaired and improved in recovery.

Recovery provides an opportunity for personal growth and a chance to live a fulfilling life.

Sound Bites

"I've just never been okay with being me"

"Driven by the fear of abandonment"

"I thought he had died"

"My daughter was born, we had gotten married. It was for the wrong reasons and like, you know, we're both friends today."

"It was like a toxic relationship that you just can't get out of."

"I was fucking wired for sound dude everywhere I went man."

"I checked into treatment... Not because I wanted to, not because I had a problem. All my externals, like everybody else was my fucking problem."

"I found my way into treatment, man. Like I didn't really pay much mind the first couple weeks... But then like, know, shit gets really emotional, right? Because now I'm removed from the drugs."

"They mailed it to home and then my girlfriend at the time mailed it to me. Oh, okay. Mailed it to me. So you're catching more charges as you're in rehab."

In this conversation, the hosts discuss their personal experiences with addiction and the challenges they faced. They touch on topics such as the use of Suboxone and methadone as treatment options, the difficulties of coming off opioids, and the long-term effects of these medications. They also share stories of their lowest moments and the desperation they felt during their addiction. The conversation highlights the need for better solutions and support for individuals struggling with addiction. In this conversation, Chastity Munoz shares her journey of addiction and recovery, highlighting the challenges she faced and the lessons she learned along the way. She discusses her experiences with Suboxone and the importance of finding spiritual awakening and self-healing in the recovery process. Chastity also opens up about the impact of her addiction on her son and the healing that has taken place in their relationship. The conversation emphasizes the need for empathy and understanding towards addiction and the importance of sharing personal stories to help others in their own recovery journeys.

Keywords

addiction, Suboxone, methadone, treatment, opioids, withdrawal, personal experiences, addiction, recovery, Suboxone, spiritual awakening, self-healing, impact on family, empathy, personal stories

Takeaways

Suboxone and methadone are commonly used as treatment options for opioid addiction, but they can also be addictive and difficult to come off of.

Long-term use of Suboxone and methadone may not be the best solution for recovery, as it can lead to dependence and hinder progress.

The withdrawal symptoms from opioids can be severe and debilitating, making it challenging for individuals to quit.

Personal experiences with addiction vary, but many individuals struggle with finding the right support and resources to overcome their addiction.

There is a need for better solutions and support systems for individuals struggling with addiction, including access to comprehensive treatment programs and alternative therapies. Suboxone can be effective in preventing individuals from getting high, but it can also lead to severe withdrawal symptoms if misused.

Finding spiritual awakening and dedicating time to self-healing are crucial aspects of the recovery process.

Addiction can have a profound impact on family members, and healing and forgiveness are essential for rebuilding relationships.

Sharing personal stories and experiences can help reduce stigma and provide support and inspiration to others in their own recovery journeys.

Sound Bites

"The worst precipitated withdrawals I have ever experienced in my life."

"I just need to go to sleep. I just need to go to sleep."

"I just ate some bad food."

"Suboxone did not work in that instance"

"Suboxone sends you into an immediate withdrawal state that is worse than regular withdrawal"

"My son saved my life during a car accident"

Chapters

00:00

Introduction and Personal Backgrounds

01:30

Introducing Chastity Munoz and Her Podcast

03:28

Acknowledging Those Still Suffering

04:10

Chastity's Struggles with Addiction

05:28

Getting Involved in Dangerous Situations

08:14

The Impact of Suboxone and Methadone

09:37

The Rise and Fall of Pill Mills

13:22

The Challenges of Coming Off Suboxone

18:00

The Methadone Program Experience

22:22

The Long-Term Use of Suboxone and Methadone

26:09

Dependence on Suboxone and Methadone

29:16

A Personal Story of Precipitated Withdrawals

32:24

Desperation and Lowest Moments

33:41

The Need for Better Solutions and Support

34:12

Challenges with Suboxone and Withdrawal

35:39

Spiritual Awakening and Self-Healing in Recovery

37:01

Rebuilding Relationships and Healing Family Wounds

45:30

The Impact of Addiction on Children

46:18

Building a Platform to Shape the Perspective on Addiction

57:13

Battling Pain and Addiction: Chastity's Mother's Story

01:02:23

Announcement: Partnership with Soundville Studios

In this conversation, the hosts and guest discuss addiction and recovery, with a focus on the guest's experience as a young person in recovery. They explore topics such as the age at which addiction started, the impact of addiction on family, the recognition of needing help, and the early stages of recovery. The guest shares his journey of finding sobriety and the role of spirituality in his recovery. They also touch on the challenges and discrimination faced by a young person working in the recovery field. In this conversation, the guest shares his journey of recovery and his experiences in sobriety. He discusses the importance of gaining respect through his knowledge of recovery and the steps. He also talks about his long-term goals, including helping others, getting a degree in psychology, and owning a treatment center. The guest emphasizes the power of using his voice, potentially through a podcast. He also discusses his relationship with his family and the positive changes he has seen in his mother. The conversation concludes with the guest's role as a sponsor and the importance of cultivating a relationship with God.

Keywords

addiction, recovery, young person, age, family, help, sobriety, spirituality, challenges, discrimination, recovery, sobriety, respect, goals, helping others, psychology, treatment center, using his voice, family, sponsor, relationship with God

Takeaways

Addiction can start at a young age, and recognizing the need for help is crucial.

The impact of addiction on family members can be devastating.

Finding sobriety at a young age can provide a new lease on life and a chance to fulfill one's potential.

Spirituality and a higher power can play a significant role in recovery.

Working in the recovery field as a young person can come with challenges and discrimination. Gaining respect through knowledge and experience in recovery

Long-term goals of helping others, getting a degree in psychology, and owning a treatment center

The power of using one's voice, potentially through a podcast

Positive changes in family relationships in sobriety

The role of a sponsor and the importance of cultivating a relationship with God

Sound Bites

"I always wanted to help people... I feel like I understand the way that people work pretty well."

"For the first time in my life, I was like, okay, I never want to touch alcohol, weed, no mind altering substance in any shape or form ever."

"I think he may have did some similar as me and it's just something I recommend it to all people. Immerse yourself, immerse."

"I may not be your age and I may not have done this for 20 years but one thing that I do understand is recovery and one thing I do understand is the steps and one thing I do understand is how to get sober and how to stay sober."

"I would like to own a treatment center one day."

"I'd love to have a podcast one day, be able to use my voice in that way."

Chapters

00:00

Introduction and Episode Overview

02:58

Guest Introduction and Discussion on Age and Recovery

06:03

Recognizing Addiction at a Young Age

10:20

The Impact of Trauma on Addiction

13:09

Realizing the Potential in Recovery

21:21

Catalysts for Change and Early Recovery

28:19

Working in Recovery as a Young Person

33:21

Gaining Respect and Making a Difference

35:47

Gaining Respect Through Recovery

36:48

Long-Term Goals: Helping Others and Owning a Treatment Center

38:16

Using My Voice: The Power of a Podcast

48:30

Positive Changes in Family Relationships

55:45

The Role of a Sponsor and Cultivating a Relationship with God

In this conversation, the hosts discuss various topics including addiction, recovery, and the use of substances like weed. They share personal experiences and insights, emphasizing the importance of communication and support in the recovery process. They also touch on the impact of social media and the need for occasional breaks from it. The hosts express gratitude for their friend and producer, JV, who plays a crucial role in the podcast.

Keywords

addiction, recovery, substances, weed, communication, support, social media

Takeaways

Addiction can take many forms, and it is possible to be addicted to substances like weed.

Recovery is a personal journey, and what works for one person may not work for another.

Communication and support are essential in the recovery process.

The impact of social media on mental health and addiction should not be underestimated.

Taking breaks from social media can be beneficial for overall well-being.

Expressing gratitude for the support and contributions of others is important.

Sound Bites

"I kind of miss the stench of shit and piss in downtown Austin. God, I miss it."

"Recovery is 100% sober in my eyes and living in principle."

"Weed fucks me up more than anything. That's why I never did it."

Chapters

00:00

Introduction and Nostalgia for Austin

03:09

Talking About Advice and Helping Others

09:41

Approaching Addiction and Recovery

16:31

The Addictive Nature of Weed

27:10

The Impact of Social Media

35:39

Communication and Substance Use

44:51

Acknowledging the Producer's Contribution

The conversation begins with some lighthearted banter before the hosts introduce themselves and acknowledge Father's Day. They express gratitude for their recent guests and discuss the commonalities in addiction stories. They share personal experiences of hitting rock bottom and the desperation that comes with addiction. The hosts also touch on the disappointment of not being able to find a vein while using drugs. The conversation is raw and honest, highlighting the struggles and challenges of addiction. In this conversation, the speakers discuss their experiences with addiction and the lengths they went to in order to obtain drugs. They share stories of begging for drugs, showing up unannounced at dealers' houses, and searching through trash to find drugs they had discarded. They also talk about the importance of being open and honest about their past struggles in order to help others who may be going through similar experiences. The speakers discuss their goals for the future, including using their music and podcast to inspire and motivate others, starting a nonprofit to help people access treatment, and opening a free treatment center.

Keywords

addiction, recovery, stories, commonalities, rock bottom, desperation, finding veins, addiction, drugs, begging, dealers, searching, trash, recovery, goals, music, podcast, treatment center

Takeaways

Addiction stories may have unique elements, but there are commonalities that connect all addicts.

Hitting rock bottom and experiencing desperation are often catalysts for seeking recovery.

The disappointment of not being able to find a vein while using drugs can be frustrating and demoralizing.

Addiction can lead to the loss of relationships and the inability to regain what has been lost.

The hosts express gratitude for their guests and the opportunity to share their stories. Addiction can drive people to extreme measures, such as begging for drugs and showing up unannounced at dealers' houses.

The speakers emphasize the importance of being open and honest about their past struggles in order to help others who may be going through similar experiences.

They discuss their goals for the future, including using their music and podcast to inspire and motivate others, starting a nonprofit to help people access treatment, and opening a free treatment center.

They highlight the power of small gestures and acts of kindness in changing someone's day or even their life.

The speakers express gratitude for the support they have received and the opportunities they have to make a positive impact.

Sound Bites

"I thought what I was dealing with was mental health. It was probably more the withdrawals from the Benzos and the alcohol."

"I lost my house. I went through a divorce. I lost three cars. I've lost so much money and so many friends and family."

"When you're not able to hit a vein or find a vein and you're so badly wanting to get that into your bloodstream."

"I've had to, of course, I've had to beg my guy like, dude, please, dude. I just need a fucking 20 -piece, dude."

"I wasn't driving I was walking. Yeah, whatever. I'm to my own walking two miles in a Jake you can't just keep showing up my house"

"A hundred bucks a gram, which is fucking outrageous, but that's what he was charging and he could charge that because it was really, really good."

In this episode, the hosts discuss the topic of porn addiction and its connection to drug addiction. They share their personal experiences with porn addiction and how it affected their relationships and lives. They also talk about the accessibility of porn on the internet and how it can contribute to addiction. The hosts emphasize the importance of seeking help and support for addiction and encourage listeners to share their experiences and seek help if needed.

Keywords

porn addiction, drug addiction, accessibility, support, help

Takeaways

Porn addiction is a real and serious issue that can have negative effects on relationships and overall well-being.

The accessibility of porn on the internet can contribute to addiction and make it difficult to break free from the cycle.

Seeking help and support is crucial for overcoming addiction, whether it's related to drugs or porn.

Sharing experiences and seeking help can help individuals realize that they are not alone in their struggles.

Sound Bites

"No topic is off limits with No topic"

"I got 58 fucking tabs open"

"I don't have to watch it for 10 hours anymore"

Chapters

00:00

Introduction and Episode Overview

06:19

The Impact of Porn Addiction

12:41

The Accessibility of Porn on the Internet

29:13

Personal Experiences with Porn Addiction

38:09

The Importance of Seeking Help and Support

47:35

Remembering Loved Ones

48:02

Closing Remarks and Call to Action