I have been thinking about why I trust other people’s abilities to receive revelation for me, but I don’t believe or question the revelations the Lord sends directly to me?

I have never said “no” to a calling, so I guess I trust others to receive revelation from the Lord for me.

On the other hand, I doubt all revelation that comes directly to me because I think it's a weird idea that I just made up.

I have even been known to delay my response to revelation from the Lord and I say no way more than I say YES. Pretty sad huh? WHY IS THAT?

Elder Dale G Renlund quoted Nelson Mandela saying, “a saint is a sinner who keeps on trying.” 

Gaslighting can lead someone to lose their sense of self and cause further trauma through Self-Betrayal.