Feeling bad because you keep on self-sabotaging financially, using your credit card as a weapon against your own peace of mind, and etching worry lines deep into your forehead during the reading of your bank statement?
It's not your fault.
You have been satisfying an invisible need - but once you see it for what it is, you can stop this nonsense - because it's not a real need.
I explain what that need is in this episode.
Next time - what I did to stand up to this tendency in myself.