My most natural state is one of energetic LOVE. The fact that I don’t always feel it isn’t cuz it’s not there, but cuz I forget who I am. I am so alive. We are so alive. I have infinite and eternal love and energy flowing through my body. I will not bow to “it’s fine”. The moment and body I am in right now is essentially connected to the bigger story of life. I AM IN LOVE. Mamash IN love. TYH. Every breath we breathe is a kiss with Hashem. We are so alive.