Kourtney and Clarissa are back for another episode of your favorite millennial podcast, and this week they are taking a walk down memory lane with some "what-if's" in mind. Everyone has those moments where they wonder what could have been? What if you took that other job? What if you didn't meet your spouse? What if you didn't cancel that third date? This week, your cohosts are asking themselves questions just like that and more to try and think about what their lives might be had they made a few other choices. Some good, some bad, and some just plain different, this week is all about being your own ghost of Christmas past. Plus, a trip back to the late 90s!

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