When Sam died, I felt no hope and no joy.  I felt like my life was largely over because I couldn't see past my pain.   

Hope is a complex topic when talking about losing a child.   Just What exactly are we hoping for?    How can hope make this better?   For a long time, I couldn't see it or imagine it but now,  I am finding it again. 

Today, I feel more hope and joy than I have since I lost my boy, nearly 2 1/2 years ago,  and I hope that this week's short episode of reaching a place I never thought I would be again inspires other grieving parents that they can feel better in time as well, if they are willing to take the necessary steps to do so.

Thank you for Listening