The rasha is blended with his parts. No differentiation between me and this experience. When a rasha FEELS his past… where did I come from? When did I start feeling this? … The rasha automatically has a differentiation between ME and the feeling. I am not the totality of this experience. I am the one feeling it. It is our natural state to be in a state of choice and breath. When we aren’t, it’s time to feel. Sending so much love and the palpable feeling of hashems arms enwrapping you fully with so much love in this exact moment.