dear livejournal, have you ever played music with other people?! silly question - i know a lot of you have. i haven’t done very much of it. but i’ve been doing it and it’s super fun. WHY DIDN’T ANYONE TELL ME ? i mean, indiana and rebs and i did a couple rock shows years ago. and i did a couple band lottery bands. and those were fun. but they didn’t last that long for whatever reason. rebs/kriz/mai/jenna and i did a couple rock band practices right before the pandemic started, so we don’t really know where that could have gone. but i like what i’m doing right now and we’re going to play a show this sunday and i’m super excited about it. i hope we all have a nice time. i think we will. DOWNLOAD RECORDING subscribe to the podcast here: http://feeds.feedburner.com/5432fun (intro by omar) Display Homes “Able To” E.T.A Painter “i am perfectly safe” Important Bodies TOY “2” Live At Curry Night Laura Stevenson “Maker Of Things” The Mystic & the Master Mope City “Excuses Start To Thaw” News From Home BAUS “Pop Song” Songs To Snake To WLMRT “Stretching” WLMRT Forever Church fire “sunday” summer camp doom diary Ben Varian “Knife of Snow” Rey’s Fireside Christmastime Sing-Along Frog “God Once Loved a Woman” Whatever We Probably Already Had It Emma Parry “Brittle Brine” E.P. Nonnie Parry “Human” 7 Veils of Fantasy R. Clown “Peanut Fight” The Big Break Silverware “Finish Line” Not Yet Edward Wifi-Password “I Have So Much Body Hair (So Much Hair)” Fanfare For The Hairy Man The Coathangers “Bimbo” The Devil You Know DEEP TISSUE “Dead Head” DEEP TISSUE Mark E. Deutsch “More Than Plenty” Anthropophagy Eerie Wanda “The Reason” Hum Walter Etc. “101 Unread Emails” Chaparral Zones of thought “Hour Lunch” Demo Way worse “WHY WAIT?” why wait? Snow Caps “Stubborn Lock” Split w/ Little Teeth Little Teeth “Impossible” Split w/ Snow Caps

dear livejournal, i’ve been in this *spring cleaning* sort of mode. obviously cliche, but i’ve been reorganizing my bedroom a bit. the place i’ve spent most of my time the past couple years… you heard of it? mostly i’m moving all the food not bombs stuff into the garage, which is huge and sort of ridiculous that i’ve been storing it in my bedroom this whole time. it’s so much stuff. and i need to make space for this cute ska cat bookshelf i found at an estate sale. i got a new bike seat and i hope it makes my rhoided buttock feel better enough to ride. i got the landlords to do some maintenance that just took a while for me to bug them about (emphasis on the *bug* part because davis cockroach summers are horrifying). we’re feeling good and fresh with all these changes ! please enjoy these fresh tunes. i mean, they’re like 3+ years old because i’m listening to music in chronological order and i’m very behind. but these songs are most definitely shelf stable ! enjoy ! and don’t forget to refrigerate after opening *winky face emoticon* DOWNLOAD RECORDING subscribe to the podcast here: http://feeds.feedburner.com/5432fun (intro by omar) Qlowski “Taking Control” Pure As Fear anxiety machine “waiting around” probably sun young “friends” tiles Hanna Broback “Sharp Houses” Pine Bed Cassette “Intentions” Cassette Basement Revolver “Johnny” Heavy Eyes Austin Leonard Jones “Haunted House Party” Cujo Dingbat Superminx “Happening” Public Luxury SPELLLING “Hard to Please” Mazy Fly Vintage Crop “Guarantees” Company Man EP Yves Jarvis “360” The Same But By Different Means Eleanor Murray “Scream” Thunderling Tanger “I’ll Never Remember” Hz Donut Meg Baird and Mary Lattimore “Painter of Tygers” Ghost Forests Our Girl “I Really Don’t Mind” Bedroom Record NEO NEOS “Rock Facts” HARD DRIVE EXPERIMENTS VOL. 1 nuvolascura “flower offering” nuvolascura R.Ariel “Full Moon” Where You Are Moths Protect Me “Never Admit” This Can’t Be Happening

dear livejournal, i got to hang out with a dog (peggy joon) one-on-one for the first time ever this past saturday. i puppy sat for like 5 hours and it was so fun. we went on a couple walks together. we watched a movie. well, i watched a movie and peggy just slept on my lap the entire time. i put this week’s show together while i was there and while i was recording the introduction to the show peggy climbs on top of me and the computer and gets tangled in the microphone cable and i was just laughing so much. i did not re-record it, so please enjoy. DOWNLOAD RECORDING subscribe to the podcast here: http://feeds.feedburner.com/5432fun (intro by omar) T.V.U. “Can You See Me Now?” Demo Living Hour “Hallboy” Softer Faces Hanna Broback “Loyal Blood” Cairn Jenny Pulse “Living Room” Marmalade MOLAR “Courage” Straniero Pleather “Jules” Summer Dreamin’ Ice Balloons “bicky do down” body in the park Butch baby “Running Into Your Mom at an AA Meeting” Stoned Butch Blues Mess “Scree” Comfort Creature Yipee! “Jock” S/T II Bas Jan “Instant Nostalgia” Instant Nostalgia Juan Wauters “Disfruta La Fruta” La Onda de Juan Pablo Marked Men “On” On The Other Side Girlpool “Pretty” What Chaos Is Imaginary Sad Horse “One Thing At A Time” Fancy Panhandling Weird GF “Save Me From The Weekend” Pineapple Crush Washer “Super Pop” Split w/ Bethlehem Steel Bethlehem Steel “Fake Sweater” Split w/ Washer Lilith Outcome “The Rose” Lilith Outcome Big Joanie “Used To Be Friends” Sistahs Charmaine’s Names “Tired of That” Charmaine of Flowerville

dear livejournal, i’m here in davis california in case you forgot. i mean i’ve been living here physically. but also i’m feeling more like i’m here… spiritually (?) now. i’ve been playing music with people and i’m super happy and excited about it. i’ve been participating in some community/art spaces and excited about those too. covid is over (jk). feeling pretty good. thanks for asking. i’m still doing this show for kcsb remotely from my bedroom. i’m hoping to continue it through the spring quarter. also, i’m planning to head down to santa babs the last weekend of april for the kcsb 60th anniversary reunion. see you there??? DOWNLOAD RECORDING subscribe to the podcast here: http://feeds.feedburner.com/5432fun (intro by omar) Halfsour “Values” Left My Hair in Detroit b/w Values La Dee Da “Archimedes Please” Under Weather Nap Eyes “Have You Seen the Light” Too Bad Patrick Elkins “THAT SAND” 21 HITS Peaer “the dark spot” the eyes sink into the skull The Gift Machine “Thumbed Your Way Back” New Tangles Raf S. “Worried About A Friend” Early Work Maggie France “Feel Me” Daze We Can All Be Sorry “Anymore” Grand Design Mister Goblin “Option Vampire” Final Boy J. McFarlane’s Reality Guest “What Has He Brought” TA DA U.S. Highball “Roppongi Hills, On The Roof” Think Again Dyke Drama “Maniac” Hard New Pills Peony Rad “what city?” Peony Rad Trauma Harness “Hatchet Through My Heart” The Slab That Seals My Bones Laser Background “Wasting Away” People Person EP Sneaks “And We’re Off” Highway Hypnosis Bright Ideas “A Hope Between Us” Grapevines Pouty “Adulting” Adulting / Not For You Tera Melos “Treasures and Trolls” Treasures and Trolls

sent $$$ this week to Norcal Resist. norcalresist.org Hi, I’m changing things up a little over here. Since July 2020 I’ve sent weekly cash to an entity or person doing the work or in need of funds. Connecting it to the radio show has been a way for me to budget and redistribute money regularly and to share about where I was sending it so maybe you would too. Well, I did my taxes and turns out my budgeting was off. For now I’m just going to do a monthly sustainer with Norcal Resist at a more sustainable rate until I can get back to it. I’m giving some time to mutual aid projects, but I’ll try to do more. If you’re in a position to give money to people/groups, and you haven’t yet made a plan to do it on the regular, I urge you to figure it out. Love, Hoshwa DOWNLOAD RECORDING subscribe to the podcast here: http://feeds.feedburner.com/5432fun (intro by omar) Major Murphy “Coming Around” Lafayette EP More Eaze “the symphony” Conveyance T-Rextasy “Coffee?” Prehysteria True Blossom “Flu Punks” Heater Fauvely “Good News” WTLD home demos Orchid Mantis “lifted” yellow house Turtlenecked “Riding Bikes Along The Springwater Corridor” Springtime In Hell Emily A. Sprague “Huckleberry” Mount Vision Mal Devisa “If You Are Waiting” Shade and the little Creature Pip Blom “Come Home” Paycheck J Fernandez “Unwind” Occasional Din Special Moves “Beige Cardstock” September Sarn “arthur fist” god wya omw Famous Laughs “Back From A Painting” Sad Test 2018 The Breathing Light “Sacure” Sky Burial Weird Radicals “No One’s Gonna Make Me” Bangers Ball PC Worship “Isle of Nothing” Future Phase Period Bomb “Status Quo” Lost and Found Nanami Ozone “3 Mile Drive” Alone Too / 3 Mile Drive Kacey Johansing “Do You Want Me” The Hiding

sent $$$ this week to Trans Lifeline. translifeline.org “Trans Lifeline is a grassroots hotline and microgrants 501©(3) non-profit organization offering direct emotional and financial support to trans people in crisis - for the trans community, by the trans community. Trans Lifeline connects trans people to the community support and resources we need to survive and thrive. We envision a world where trans people have the connection, economic security, and care everyone needs and deserves - free of prisons and police.” DOWNLOAD RECORDING subscribe to the podcast here: http://feeds.feedburner.com/5432fun (intro by omar) Pealds “Melted” Melted BOY HARSHER “Tears” Careful The Staches “Great Depression” This Lake Is Pointless Diatom Deli “Down” TQM Freckle Face “Graveyard Games” Chaos Has It’s Patterns Answering Machine “Save The Date” Color TV Mr. Husband “1991 Bible Study” Ocean Pines Wendyeisenberg “The Designated Mourner” Its Shape Is Your Touch Spirit World “Your Soul Glows in the Dark” EP1 Topaz Rags “Wear You Thin” Capricorn Born Again Club Night “Mute” Mute // Trance Kevin Hairs “LIFE STORY” FREAK IN THE STREETS Hurry Up “Wasted” Hurry Up Cash Pony “Shibboleth” Roughhousing The Berries “Need You By My Side” Start All Over Again Parsnip “Feeling Small” Feeling Small 7" Rabbit trap “ULALA” GUTZ Cold Beaches “Rabidawg” Stay Here Doubting Thomas Cruise Control “Sidebar Blues” Incredible Mileage Sister Species “Lost in the Finding” Heavy Things Do Move

sent $$$ this week to Thistle Spirit Farms. instagram.com/p/CaYY14hJFtr “Please support me & my friends farming project *Thistle Spirit Farms* by donating and supporting our initial facilities + supplies costs! We are a small group of QTBIPOC practicing place-based skills and healing in community, and have been given the opportunity to creatively steward land in El Sobrante!” DOWNLOAD RECORDING subscribe to the podcast here: http://feeds.feedburner.com/5432fun (intro by omar) Shop Regulars “Grab Dramatics” Spirited Regulars Katrina Stonehart “Wilson, Time For Your Walk” Here Is Everywhere Idle Bloom “Empath” Flood the Dial Lyndon Blue “Only Connect” Warm Corona Rick Rude “Slow Cooker” Verb For Dreaming Rayon “Domestic Gesture” Eclipse Strange Relations “All Together” Sideline Kid New Balance “Honey Tongue” The Moon is Down Wooing “Could Have Been” The Clouds Sad Lips “The Same” It’s Your Me (we’ve tried but now we’re tired) Mope Grooves “Void” The Waves R A I T H S “Blood Moon” Westing Good Doom “At Home in This Dream” Mood Life Tallies “Have You” Tallies FATTY CAKES AND THE PUFF PASTRIES “Witch” FATTY CAKES AND THE PUFF PASTRIES Secret “power stance (demo)” two songs Twist “Waves” Distancing

sent $$$ this week to Seeds of Solidarity Mutual Aid Farm. norcalresist.org/mutual-aid-farm “NorCal Resist’s farm project aims to provide fresh, affordable, and culturally appropriate food while also facilitating opportunities for people to build relationships, learn, and apply their farming skills in a local context around food production. To realize this vision, this project will include: - Culturally appropriate food production for NorCal Resist’s mutual aid distribution programs. - Land and resources for community members to grow, sell, and share food as a means to achieve their livelihoods. - An educational space to learn and share ecological farming practices. - Open and safe community gathering space for everyone to engage with agriculture and food.” DOWNLOAD RECORDING subscribe to the podcast here: http://feeds.feedburner.com/5432fun (intro by omar) The Heartlights “Can I Come By” Oh Dear PLAZAS “The Observatory” Distant Desires Chemtrails “I’ll Never Be” Cuckoo Spit EXEK “A Mental Note” A Casual Assembly Pool Kids “$5 Subtweet” Music to Practice Safe Sex to Sir Babygirl “Everyone is a Bad Friend” Crush on Me Marissa Paternoster “Feel The Darkness” Throw Your Body On The Gears And Stop The Machine With Your Blood The Total Bettys “Know Me” This is Paradise Lumber Lung “miles” 2012 Neighborhood Brats “Dumpster Values” Claw Marks Kellen “bloomer” lowercase god Bilge Rat “Beach Ball” Pal POSSUM MOODS “Northern Times” Northern Times Lisa/Liza “Little Bird” Momentary Glance The HIRS Collective “The Trailer” Split w/ Jenna and the Pups Jenna and the Pups “All Alone” Split w/ The HIRS Collective California’s Bellow “Cold” ‘ysterical popular fantasyland Minority Threat “True Colors” Minority Threat Jabber “Breathless” Forever Julien Baker “Sour Breath” Turn Out the Lights

sent $$$ this week to Norcal Resist’s bail fund. tinyurl.com/ncrbail “NorCal Resist is working with a group of Indigenous Activists who are fighting to protect elders’ homes from being demolished by corporate developers. BIA is arresting protectors with bogus charges. There are still folks in jail - including a mother who breastfeeds and was given no opportunity to feed her baby. Help us get them out!” Also, we are in the middle of our ANNUAL FUND DRIVE. Please send some money and support community radio in santa barbara. You can check out some thank you gifts at kcsb.org/merch. Okay, cool? DOWNLOAD RECORDING subscribe to the podcast here: http://feeds.feedburner.com/5432fun (intro by omar) Double Winter “Fall On Your Face” Double Winter Gregor “A Song About Holding Hands” Silver Drop Snakeskin “Seize” Hangnail Didi “dead tongues” Like Memory Foam Panoramic “Jon Jon” ~Tiny Little Animals~ Serpent Season “Ad Infinitum III” Ad Infinitum C.H.E.W. “Patience” Feeding Frenzy Reptaliens “MJ-12” Echo Park Stephen Steinbrink “Zappa Dream” Utopia Teased The Lentils “a pocketful of blood” My pillow lava part zero: zero’s revenge Some Ember “Meaning is Deprecated” Submerging the Sun Reighnbeau “Trading Heat” Slight EP Simulcast “almost right” Los Angeles Ends FCKR JR “Fog” Fog b/w Nine Inch Cakes Nancy pants “Green” Psychic Slush

sent $$$ this week to the Gender Health Center in Sacramento. genderhealthcenter.org “If you know us then you know the services we offer: mental health counseling, needle exchange, mental health respite, advocacy, and healthcare services. We do a lot for such a small organization. But there’s some things we can’t help with: Many Black transgender people come into Gender Health Center with needs like rental assistance, housing, and funds for things like medical bills and daily expenses. In so many cases, referrals are not enough. Therapy is not enough. Respite is not enough. Getting put on a waitlist is certainly not enough. We need your help to establish this fund so that we are able to say yes. Yes, we can help you with your medical bill. Yes, we can help you with gas money. Yes, we can help you make rent this month. We envision the #BlackTransPowerFund as a tool to use in situations like these and many others. We envision a future where other organizations can direct Black transgender and gender variant community members to us for direct cash aid. This fund will allow us to provide direct assistance to 18+ Black transgender and gender variant people locally. 100% of the fund will be directly distributed to folks in need via a simple application process.” DOWNLOAD RECORDING subscribe to the podcast here: http://feeds.feedburner.com/5432fun (intro by omar) NEUROTIC FICTION “Mediator” Pulp Music Moon Revenge “Small” Phrases That Remain Outdoor Voices “Catalina Shredder” Catalina Shredder / Landform Chronic Anxiety “Don’t Touch Me” Canopy Shyness Donors “Where Do You Live” Donors Fond Han “SQUIRRELY” WRONKED SLOTHRUST “New Red Pants” The Pact Dead Tenants “Rubbed Out” LPII Sharks’ Teeth “Lost in the Costco” Orlando’s Bloom REPO FAM “Skip To My Lou” REPO FAM Inland Island “Tip Toes” dreamt Polyester “Pink” Polyester New Junk City “Stay Asleep” Same Places DAYDREAM “Blissful Future” S/T Miya Folick “Freak Out” Premonitions Blue Ranger “Saving a Beauty” Saving a Beauty Royal Roads “The Wheel” Secret Things Girl Gaze “Suddenly” Fade Out Rose Droll “Riddle” Your Dog Land of Blood and Sunshine “Gigantic Heart” Lady and the Trance Wume “It’s Okay” Towards the Shadow