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Is the 59 activated in your design? Do you have a hanging 6?

If neither of these, what energetic invitations is this energy offering you this week?

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“You know that I often reminded you of the words: ‘Anyone who does not disregard his wife, child, mother and brother, cannot be my disciple.’121 You know that these words refer to a major step forward in the evolution of the human race. It refers to the fact that in earlier times we had a love in the world that was founded on blood bonds; this love had to go, however, as soon as the bonds of blood were broken. In earlier times, in the past, blood relative loved blood relative. The Christ taught the love which will be such that one human being loves the other, irrespective of how their blood relates. This bond of brotherhood will mean that people are equal not in the greatest possible external sense, but in what Christianity teaches to be equality in the worlds of the spirit.

The coming of the Christ thus brought a decisive change in human evolution on earth. It gave the impulse for humanity to progress towards a great bond of brotherhood that encompasses the whole world.”

Rudolf Steiner, Original Impulses for the Science of the Spirit, GA 96, 27 April 1907, Berlin

This week as the Sun transited the spirit of 59, I was reminded about the power of bonding. The cyclicality of bonds made and broken. The inherent 3rd line heart break of being viscerally aware that there indeed lie expirations to all things in life and we can’t possibly predict these comings and goings. We must only make a holy stage for arrival and departure. Become altars to receive the offerings of love and spirit and experiences. These offerings nourishing and constructing us more deeply into the fabric of reality. The Heavenly Body of Virgo, an innocent servant to the divine within and without.

In last week’s transmission on 29, we talked about how response from the sacral is a cycle and true cyclical response cannot be predetermined in its length or duration. Apply this same sacral concept and then connect it to the relational world of bonding with others intimately in the 59. At the unconscious level of this experience, fear is simply an energetic reaction to the unknown. It’s normal, really. We are creatures of survival. Propelled biologically to continue our blood lines and also aware of the potential spiritual and emotional turbulence in bonds being made and broken.

When we come together in true unbridled intimacy, we fully disrobe the illusions that protect us from potentially dangerous outsiders. We come together in communion to create something new, that exists outside of the physical bonds forged in intimacy. This is a living legacy. And we have no control over it. It’s terrifying. And wild. It’s where the edges of fear weave into the gold of wonder. It’s where two hearts become one and then another.

Observation Notes

Gene Key 59: The Shadow of Dishonesty, the Gift of Intimacy, the Siddhi of Transparency

Notes: Amino Acid is Valine. Associated with sexual organs. The shadow is an auric experience of fear in relationship to others. It is dishonest in revealing its true nature towards co-creation. In the shadow expression, we see dishonesty and fear as a genetic impulse and attractive force. The sacral is an “auric stabilizer” it’s envelops and attracts life into our awareness. At some level we are aware of our magnetic subtleties and when disconnected from this intelligence, we fear the unknown. That which is already coming towards us, unrelenting. The sacral works in cycles. The 59 is connected by the 6 to the solar plexus which makes this cycle a terrifying human experience of bonding with a potential end to its cycle. Nobody fully unguards their heart, preparing for a future heart break. We can see the attempts to control these cycles relationally in the nuclear family unit by constructing what the “correct” family looks like and creating parameters that resist the natural ebbs and flows of cyclical energies.

Hexagram 59 : Dispersion, Dissolution

Notes: Wind over Water. This hexagram emphasizes the need of unity in purpose with one another. That penetrative actions should be made for the common good. Wind is moving over Water, which is often translated as danger. But Water element speak to yin qualities of ease, rest, dream realm, subversive movements, ancestral knowledge and wisdom, memory. Taking a similar approach Wind is about mobilizing the water. Entering and dispersing the wisdom found within the depths of water.

Gate 59: Dispersion, The Gate of Sexuality

Notes: “Apart of the Tribal Defense circuit which consists of only two channels. Speaks mostly of the 59 driven towards its genetic imperative to reproduce and then the impetus to care for what has been created in the 27/50 channel. Reading this chapter made me think of a state of quantum chaos as described in Brynja Magnusson’s “Yin Mysticism” as a state of little energy and fertility. Chaos is not yet structured. It is creation before it’s been organized into form. The guidance for the sacral being with defined access to sacral energy is “to respond” but why would we respond before structured creation has begun. This seems to indicate of state of waiting for clarity and settlement after dispersement. Perhaps it should read “waiting for clarity to respond”.

Questions to consider:

* How do I hide parts of myself in relationships, and what does that cost me?

* What does true intimacy feel like in my body, beyond words or expectations?

* How does my sense of “me and you” soften when intimacy dissolves separation?

* Can I experience the sacredness of union, not just with another, but with all of life?

As mentioned in this episode:

THE HERBAL ASTROLOGY Oracle - Adriana Ayales

The Definitive Book of Human Design - Ra Uru Hu, Lynda Bunnell

The Gene Keys - Richard Rudd

The Complete IChing - translated by Taoist Master Alfred Huang

Yin Mysticism - Brynna Magnusson

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