ive been struggling lately with feeling like i smother people into not wanting to be around me. i kind of was triggered when my trainer made fun of me during the very few times im extroverted to people im not used to. it ruined my mood but my mood wasnt the best anyway. 

I really hope to make friends who share my interests and reciprocate my energy sometime down the line but until then this may be a down day but im still pushing. working writing and recording this podcast baby. keeping myself motivated.