In this week's episode, I talk about my relationship with death after the tragic news of the helicopter that killed Kobe and Gianna Bryant and seven others this week. I talk about why death might be a little difficult to understand, why one might be feeling guilt when trying to mourn, and talk about how suicidal tendencies tend to play a role on our relationship with death. It's also the first podcast where you hear me cry & talk about my personal struggle with suicide. TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide & death. National Suicide Prevention Hotline: 1-800-273-8255