I have to take a second to talk about my customer. I never said that it was a good idea to have a customer because I just didn't wanna deal with the hassle.

Think about, okay, I'll put it this way. I knew a girl a long time ago that she gave all these guys, her phone number and stuff, and she would text them inside and outside of the club.

And no matter where, like, if we were out at lunch or something, she'd be texting somebody and it would be a customer.

And I just, I couldn't imagine that idea of texting people at all outside of work. It just sounded so not fun to me, but also keep in mind, I'm very introverted.

And the idea of having to text anybody is usually not fun for me. So if you're the type of person that's on your phone all the time, that enjoys texting, Hey, go for it.

Maybe, maybe you'll be happy that you did it. But in my case that wasn't what I wanted to do all the time.

So, oh, but this girl would have guides like pay her rent and just well drop by her apartment and give her hand fists of money and stuff like, and I don't, she wasn't doing anything with any of 'em.

She wasn't dirty. So, and I'm not saying I shouldn't be so judgemental to say that that's dirty. I think prostitution should be legal by the way, it's your body.

I think you should be able to do whatever the hell you wanna do with it. So I'm not judging. I shouldn't have said it that way.

I guess that's just a stereotypical kind of way to do it. And another thing, by the way, I've never done that before.

Either never I've considered it once or twice, but well, once and then the guy that I ended up, actually, I was, I was at work and I was dancing for this guy.

I found super attractive at the moment. And I actually thought if this guy offered me a couple thousand dollars to go home with him, I would do it.

And he ended up asking me if I wanted to see him later. And I said, no. And he, you know, basically begged me to go out with him.

And I said, listen, I said, I'm not interested in going out to just hang out with you. I said, but if you wanna take me to go play poker, after I get off work, we can do that because I loved poker and it would be four or five in the morning.

And I wanted to play, especially cuz I was away for me to make more money. I would sometimes let customers take me to the casino and I would gamble with their money and keep the money.

So you know, but that was that like, I just don't feel bad about this it's entertainment. I would've never hung out with these people otherwise.

And I'm sure they knew that. So you pay to like, that's just how it is. They go to a strip club, they're paying for entertainment.

They're not paying for a normal girl to hang out with them. They're paying for an entertainer to keep them entertained.

That's what we do. That's just the deal. That's how it works. So with clients, oh, and by the way, I ended up dating that guy for way too long.

I, he ended up being my longest boyfriend ever. And I sorely regret him in so many ways. The only thing I'm thankful about that relationship is that I ended up getting a dog because I broke up with him and couldn't move out of his house.

He yet. And I got a dog because of it and I never would've had that dog if it wasn't for staying with him for way too f*****g long anyway.

So customers, so I have had this client for customer and I will call him a friend at this point. I mean been able to call I'm a friend for a really long time.

I, I said a long time ago. I want to have a customer that will love me forever. No matter what, doesn't matter if I'm mean to him, doesn't matter if I don't do anything for him.

Doesn't matter. Doesn't matter like this guy will be in love with me forever, no matter what. And I got that, I got that.

And I just got off the phone with him a second ago. And first I wanna say, just in case he ever hears this, I care about this guy immensely.

I am not sexual interested. I've told him what it would take for me to be actually like interested in ha