A Fag's Journey into Submission

HouseSlaveFag marks three years of the blog. He looks back at how it began, with fantasies he wrote during the pandemic for his Master across the Atlantic, and at how it grew into several books, a podcast and findom. Then he shares briefly about a new sex party he walked out of after two minutes. The main segment is a promo for his new FinDom, Master Cashtwunk (currently @bvrules3 on X). HouseSlaveFag delivers it as a sober introduction: what makes Cashtwunk so good at draining subs, and what worries him, including huffing, addiction and losing sight of the goals he's working toward.

1. Three Years of HSF (00:49)
2. Failed Sex Party (08:59)
3. Master Cashtwunk (10:52)

• Three Years of HSF: houseslavefag.com/three-years-of-hsf-books-on-sale-through-sunday
• Mindfucked into Desperation, Part 1: houseslavefag.com/mindfucked-into-desperation-1
• Spiraling into Financial Domination: houseslavefag.com/spiraling-into-financial-domination
• Huffing P******: houseslavefag.com/huffing-p

All my books: books2read.com/hsf

My book sale runs until September 30. Smashwords is the most reliable store for the discount.

HouseSlaveFag opens with a musings segment about findom and Master control_twink, the new FinDom he started sending to after a few days of cum denial left him too horny to resist. To give Master control_twink something to push on, he rebuilt a progress monitor for his goals in job hunting, his content platforms, porn, and fitness. Then his credit cards start getting declined, and he takes on the financial sector's discomfort with sex, his official complaint against Grindr, and the hoops and banned words at OnlyFans and JustFor.Fans.

He also shares some of his travel plans for the end of the year and the books in the works, including The FinDom I Chose. He closes by reading the introduction to Around the World, Locked: Volume One, the third book in his blog anthology.

1. Master control_twink and My Progress Monitor (00:57)
2. Declined Cards and Financial Cockblocking (04:29)
3. A New Master, Grindr, and Porn Platform Rules (07:48)
4. Travel Plans and the Books in the Works (10:46)
5. Introduction to Around the World, Locked: Volume One (13:26)

• The FinDom I Chose, Chapter 1
• The FinDom I Chose, Chapter 2
• The FinDom I Chose, Chapter 3

• Around the World, Locked: Volume One: books2read.com/subjourney3
• Becoming a Slave: books2read.com/subjourney1
• My Master & Me: books2read.com/subjourney2
• All my books, including Submitting to Master Macho: books2read.com/HSF
• Tranced & Transformed is sold directly: [email protected]

Tribute: Throne.com/HouseSlaveFag or subs.com/HouseSlaveFag. Message me on X at @HSFaggot.

I'm a FinSwitch. I know how fun getting drained can be. So don't hesitate to reach out if that's what you're after. You'll get to submit to someone who knows exactly how findom is exciting and is focused on your pleasure.

HouseSlaveFag sent to the Dangerous FinDom for the first time in three months — and when he called it a relapse, the FinDom got upset. The episode opens with a musings segment on that argument: about relapsing and about recognizing harm.

Three blog posts on financial domination follow, on the day he sent, on becoming a finsub, and on why neediness is just what a good FinDom wants to see, unlike anyone else.

Contact the author at [email protected] or at X.com/HSFaggot.

• Relapsing to the Dangerous FinDom (10:53)
• The finsub's State of Mind (16:20)
• Neediness: Hot or Not? (22:38)

• Relapsing to the Dangerous FinDom: houseslavefag.com/relapsing-to-the-dangerous-findom
• The Finsub's State of Mind: houseslavefag.com/the-finsubs-state-of-mind
• Neediness: Hot or Not?: houseslavefag.com/neediness-hot-or-not
• Huffing P***: houseslavefag.com/huffing-p
• A Dangerous Headspace: Part 3 (Relapsing): houseslavefag.com/a-dangerous-headspace-part-3-relapsing
• How to Handle Financial Domination (Part 3): houseslavefag.com/how-to-handle-financial-domination-part-3
• Finding Real TPE Masters: houseslavefag.com/finding-real-tpe-masters
• Mindfucked into Desperation: Part 1 (The Feeling): houseslavefag.com/mindfucked-into-desperation-1

• Becoming a Slave: books2read.com/subjourney1
• My Master & Me: books2read.com/subjourney2
• Submitting to Master Macho: books2read.com/macho1

In this episode, HouseSlaveFag opens with a musings segment of the kind he usually keeps for premium subscribers — an honest reflection (or rant) about what limits mean to him as an owned sub. A Dom in Mexico who wouldn't respect a hard limit, a Master throwing a tantrum about a day trip cut short by circumstances, and a worry about whether his Master is still being careful with his sexual health. Then two posts written at the start of the same gay cruise, when the trip still felt simple.

• What My Limits Are For (01:03)
• Inspected on Arrival (10:54)
• Denial in an Orgy (16:05)

• Inspected on Arrival: houseslavefag.com/inspected-on-arrival
• Denial in an Orgy: houseslavefag.com/denial-in-an-orgy

• Becoming a Slave: books2read.com/subjourney1
• My Master & Me: books2read.com/subjourney2

More episodes, stories, and weekly bonus musings at houseslavefag.com/podcast.

HouseSlaveFag is back after a short break with an episode built around his latest blog post on how he actually uses AI in his gay kink content: proofreading, tweet automation, and fitness, while the kink itself is always his own. He also catches up on life before he leaves for another gay cruise with his Master. This turns into a sober word on staying safe as anti-LGBTQI+ violence rises again worldwide. He closes with the introduction to his second book from the blog anthology, My Master & Me.

My Master & Me is now available.

Get it for $4.99 instead of $6.99 through July 15 using code KVARU.

Choose the Smashwords store at books2read.com/subjourney2 or go directly to https://www.smashwords.com/books/view/2060752.

• Introduction and a note on staying safe (00:00)
• On to Another Gay Cruise with My Master (03:17)
• Don't Mind My AI Assistant (09:14)
• Introduction to My Master & Me (14:43)

• Tip Toe: Russell T Davies' Channel 4 thriller with Alan Cumming and David Morrissey, on the real-world toll of online anti-LGBTQ extremism.

• Don't Mind My AI Assistant: houseslavefag.com/dont-mind-my-ai-assistant

A note from me: this episode gets real about safety. If you play with strangers, please screen them, trust your gut, and reach out for help if a situation ever turns compromising. You deserve kink that's stress-free and risk-free.

You can find more of my books at Books2Read.com/HSF.

In this podcast episode, HouseSlaveFag thinks out loud about wanting to look better — and who he's really doing it for. He runs into a Master at the gym, works through the cut phase he's in before an upcoming cruise with his Owner, and gets just a little bit of fun. He gets candid about the men he's been chatting with, and a tourist hookup that left him wanting more. He closes by sharing the intro to his first non-fiction book, Becoming a Slave, curated from his blog.

• A Master at the Gym, and My Cut (00:49)
• Who Am I Doing This For? (03:21)
• More Than a Mouth (07:42)
• My New Book: Becoming a Slave (12:57)

I'm chasing a flat stomach by the end of the year and I'm finally hopeful I could get there. And yes, my first book is finally out.

HouseSlaveFag returns with a musings episode on submission, findom, and the trouble with finding sex once you're off Grindr. Struggling to hook up in his hometown, he floats a new fantasy — outsourcing his hookups to a matchmaker who'd drain him like a finsub and pimp him out at the same time. He also confirms his plan to turn his blog into five curated books.

• Grindr, privacy, and the matchmaker fantasy (01:08)
• Turning the blog into books (04:37)
• Two weeks of denial and chasing sex (06:38)
• The guys I almost met (11:47)
• Findom vs. scamming (16:20)

It's been two years this week since my first episode. While the musings will continue on this podcast, closing the blog isn't really an ending — it just means these stories finally become books, and I'm genuinely excited about that.

In this episode, HouseSlaveFag muses in a horny state, trying to avoid building desperation — with too little sex, too much to do for work, and not catching a break with the blog. He finally gets some in New York (though it may not be enough). He reflects on a week of being sick at his Master's place after their cruise, sets a new fitness plan based on a promise to his Master, and shares important decisions for his blog and podcast.

• Eager to Serve, Desperate to Cum (01:24)
• Caught a Cold on the Cruise (03:44)
• A Hot Night at the Eagle (05:09)
• A Flat Stomach by Year's End (09:49)
• A Gym Flirt and the Kinky DOSE Effect (14:20)
• Creator Fatigue (15:40)
• A Decision About the Blog (17:44)

A heads-up for premium subscribers: I'm changing how the podcast works. New musings episodes will now be free for the first month and move to premium after that. I explain the reasoning at the end of this episode.

More episodes, stories, and weekly musings at houseslavefag.com/podcast.

In this episode, HouseSlaveFag recounts an older post from a sick weekend in Napa with his Master that didn't go as planned, with a lingering cold and a sex scene shaped around a Thai food delivery clock. He then turns to a brand new post from a recent night out in Puerto Vallarta. There, as he was dragged by his Master through several bars, he used the experience with strippers to think about issues relating to sex work.

Blog posts narrated in this episode:

• A Sick Suck (01:57)
• Strippers, Sex Work, and My Master (08:38)

I'm recording this with a cold — again — caught on last week's gay cruise with my Master. I keep getting sick when I'm with my Master. I hope he learns the lesson to listen to my requests, but I also learned a lesson: next time avoiding indoor parties, especially toward the end of the cruise, won't be a request but a part of my limits, because my health comes first.

More episodes, stories, and weekly bonus musings at houseslavefag.com/podcast.

Premium subscribers get a new episode every Friday.

In this episode, HouseSlaveFag continues sharing experiences from London — quite rare ones. He reconnects with a Master who trained him years ago in the discipline of doing chores without expecting sex. Later, he puts on a push-up bra and panties at Wearinghers, a monthly party for masculine men in lingerie.

Blog posts presented in this episode:

• No Sex, Just Submission (01:14)
• Masculine Men in Lingerie (06:41)

It still felt good to serve that Master without sex after all these years, and the other experience let me explore how I really felt about lingerie. More on both — beyond the sex itself — in this week's premium episode (subscribe to it directly on Apple Podcasts or get it from me at houseslavefag.com/podcast, with more episodes, stories, and weekly bonus musings).

The books mentioned in the post about masculine men in lingerie can be previewed and purchased at HouseSlaveFag.com/books.