I wanted to appreciate what a blessing it was to love this person and what better way than remembering and honoring the good times. I want to make sure I give space for all of my feelings, especially the parts that still hold love for someone. As hurtful as breakups can be, it's important to realize humans GET TO have the deepest and most meaningful connections. What a blessing it is to love someone so much you can cherish their presence even when they aren't around. Even as it still pains you.