A New Human Experience

Everything is thought.  When a thought perceived by our mind aligns with all the other thought patterns and programs that went into creating our body then we move or take action to create or manifest the thought into our reality.  That is creation in 3rd Dimension reality.  Creating in 3D is more about pushing our idea outward so you have to work hard to connect with people and resources to create what you want, in other words you are creating in an environment of disconnection.  In 5th Dimensional reality, creation is more about perceiving what the collective need and offering what your gifts are in service of the collective's need.  You are creating from Oneness, in connection, in collaboration and being supported by the whole human collective.  Creating in 5D is much easier and faster.  What you want to create when you are in Oneness may or may not be the same things, but how you create in Oneness is different.  In Oneness you create in Unity, in harmony with everything and everyone else.  Creating from the heart starts by connecting with all parts of yourself first, then from that point of view send your creative desire out into reality.  

The meditation for this podcast will take you through connecting with all that is, going into your heart and personal creation space then sending your idea out into the universe. 

There are many models or methods of healing, I'm not here to discourse on any of them.  I'm here to suggest that there is no illness for the simple reason that there is no real bodies and hence no base on which to have illness.  However, we do feel dis-ease, we do feel pain and we do feel death etc...

Our consciousness projects and creates our body and the "reality" that we perceive around us.  When we feel dis-ease, the culprit is our level of consciousness.  Our "body" is the sum total of our thoughts and beliefs, in other words, our consciousness.  Everything is simply a pattern of thoughts.  In this podcast, I delve more into the interconnected relations between our consciousness and our health and how we can restore wellness by reconnecting with our purpose of having this human body.  The meditation this evening is a sound healing session.  Enjoy.  I love you.

This past week I went to a workshop and learned eight different meditations for going into our heart.  It's not always easy for me to stay in my heart even though that's where I want to be.  My ego gets in the way a fair bit and before I know it my intention is totally forgotten and I'm back into the biting commentary of my mind.  Not a pleasant place to hang out for long at all, so when I get an opportunity to learn more ways of getting to and staying in my heart space I was hooked.  It was a blissful two days of meditation and I connected a few dots in my mind.  Of course living in my heart is more of a practical thing then a theoretical thing so tonight's podcast is mercifully short on theory and heavy on the meditation.  Before going into your heart, start with connecting back to yourself.  Not the physical self only but to your metaphysical self as well because you are not just your body, you are eternal soul, you are star dust.  Start by connecting to Gaia, Mother Earth, and connect to Father Sky, to the consciousness of our sun and to the galactic sun.  When you tune into the vibration of wholeness, moving your attention to your heart becomes easy.  

What comes to mind when you think of money?  There was a time in my life when I had no idea how I'm going to pay rent and put food on the table and some how it all worked out.  But despite this, money showing up out of no where, being a rather predictable occurrence I find that I'm still worried about money.  So recently I decided to do a deep dive on what is fueling this chatter in my monkey mind.  Money is a medium of exchange.  More then that though money is necessary in duality, in separation.  When we truly belief that I am this body and the other bodies that I see around me are separate from me, the need for money persists.  Because if I am separate then I must protect and take care of me, whatever I have defined as me or an important part of my world will be my priority.  When I identify with my body and play in duality and separation, there is really no amount of wisdom or mental shift that can eradicate my insecurities around money.  I may feel calm when I have a certain amount of money in the bank but when that amount starts to dwindle so does my peaceful veneer. There are some mindset shifts that I've used that have started to shift my relationship with money:

- Connect with yourself deeply.  Connect with the core of yourself.  When you are truly connected with yourself you may find that the things you really want are not necessarily the things you think you want.

- Remember who you truly are.  You are part of One.  We all are part of One.  Remember this oneness that is truly the fabric of reality and let go of this duality experiment.

- What you truly want is also doing it's best to find it's way to you.  

- Money is love.  Money lovingly supports you to play this game of separation.  Money is the love that the universe has for you if only you can stop sabotaging yourself.

- Don't think in terms of how much money you want or need, that creates more separation.  Imagine what experience you want to have to enrich and nourish yourself.  Focus on the love you have for yourself rather then the anxiety of not having enough.

Do you have a BIG dream for your life?  A big dream is a goal that you have no idea how you are going to pull it off right now but it would be awesome if you could.  Congratulations on having a big dream.  This life is not conducive to dreamers.  We've been conditioned to be practical and work hard etc...  The "I Don't Know How" syndrome is one that is near and dear to me.  I've struggled with this one so much so that I feel some what entitled to talk or rant about it.  My remedy for getting over the "I Don't Know How" syndrome is first and foremost celebrate the heck about it.  Pat yourself on the back that you have big dreams, so big that you don't know how to make it happen.  Go to town about celebrating it.  Step two, feel your dream.  Fully feel what it feels like to be in the reality of already having your dream come true.  Be in the vibration of having it.  Know that "I Don't Know How" is just words and thoughts.  Just because you don't know how to do something doesn't mean it's not possible.  Don't dwell on the "not knowing", instead keep remembering the joy of achieving your dream.  Allow that joy to be your guide.  Take the next step that that joy guides you to take.  If you don't know what the next step is, talk about your dream and tell everyone about it.  You may not know what the next step is but someone else may know.  Share your dream and ask for suggestions and follow what resonates with your joy.  When you dream big enough there is no beaten path.  Trailblazing is part of the process.  Dream Big my dear friends, life is too precious to settle for anything less.   

Do you talk to yourself?  We all do, whether or not you realize it, there is an internal dialogue that is at the background of all your waking hours.  As soon as you've learned a language this internal dialogue starts.  This internal dialogue is the life blood of your egoic self.  Your egoic self is only a fraction of who you truly are.  You can recognize the egoic self because it's always trying to protect you.  By "you" I mean the egoic you because the real you needs no protection.  The real you is infinite source.  The ego however needs to be protected because the ego is the imposter, a lie.  A lie needs more lie to keep itself from being exposed.   In this podcast we talk about what to do when your internal dialogue is not supporting you.  Instead of a meditation tonight I read from the first chapter of "The Direct Means To Eternal Bliss" by Michael Langford.  It's a delightful book to facilitate experiencing the real you.

I have commitment issues.  I'm definitely not putting out this podcast under the pretense that I've licked this issue.  I'm sharing because in struggling with my commitment issues I've learned a few thing which may help someone else in understanding their own predicament.  Commitment issue is a symptom that is masking the things that we have stepped over and long forgotten but are still there festering.  

Have you ever come across a threshold, a ceiling, where you don't even believe it's possible to try to break through it?  The gap between where I want to be and where I am actually at is so monumental in my mind that it does not even compute that there is a way for me to begin to find a way to make it happen.  These seemingly insurmountable scenarios show up some times to teach you how to be humble.  Some times though they may be boundaries or obstacles set up in your mind because of unhealed trauma that you are not aware of and perhaps not ready to look at.  All fears and ceilings that we have created for ourselves to experience are not real.  We have created these boundaries because we don't want to look at the pattern of dissonance that was created way back when we were young and we had no idea how to handle them.  With maturity and genuine love for our own journey, we can start to look at what is supporting those make-believe boundaries and start to take them down.  

It's Valentine's Day and naturally we are regaled by love.  I say this not to insinuate that there is anything wrong with love, far be it, I say this because I'm appalled we needed to have a day to remind ourselves of it.  There is no Breathing Day nor Eating Day, not because they are not important but because they are so vital to our existence that no one needs to be reminded of them.  Love, in my opinion, is vital to our existence and hence forth we need not be reminded of but some how we really needed that reminder.  Why is that the case?  I don't have the answer I am just naming the elephant in the room.  Fortunately as with air and fruit provided by our abundant Mother Earth, love is also part of the essence that our universe supplies us with in abundance.  We only have to open our heart to feel the love of the cosmos.  Our meditation tonight connects us to this cosmic love.

February 5th 2019 was Chinese New Year. In the Chinese culture, which is what I grew up in, Chinese New Year is a big deal.  It's a great opportunity for a new beginning.  I remember when I was a little kid I loved Chinese New Year's celebration.  I got new clothes, new shoes, red pocket money etc....  It was a good 14 days of celebration.  As I got older and got more present to the thought process behind religiously adhering to what the culture dictates I am no longer resonating with all the hustle and bustle of it.  I feel the same way about Christmas, New Year and Birthdays.  I just don't give them much importance any more.  It is a day like any other and while I respect other people's practices I would rather pay more attention to experiencing every moment of now rather then being pulled by traditions and the rest of the culture landscape.