After deep loss and years of waiting, Bethany’s path to motherhood took a turn she never saw coming.

After losing my brother to suicide in 2020 and two more siblings soon after, I found myself standing in a life I didn’t recognize. The old version of me was gone. Grief is messy and universal. We all grieve the loss of something or someone. But it is in the vulnerable details- the tears, questions, and quiet rebuilding- that grief becomes deeply personal and uniquely our own. Grief doesn’t just break your heart; it reshapes your identity and often painfully asks you to become someone new before you feel ready.This podcast is about getting to know the new person grief shapes you into. It’s about honoring the details of your loss and the patience and love required to meet yourself again. Each episode is an invitation to learn from someone’s personal experience, to grow, to gain perspective, and to discover the version of yourself waiting on the other side. Because one day, you’ll see — this new shade of you is beautiful and holds a depth of love and understanding only loss can teach.