I feel everything and nothing all at once. Is this alexithymia? I found an article about it and I share some of the information, but this isn't something I've specifically researched yet. Just processing out loud. The link to the article is:

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I don't like to share.

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I just dropped my wife off at a ketamine therapy session, where a therapist is observing her while under the influence of ketamine. How does being watched for two hours not give her anxiety? It reminds me of all of the situations where I was being watched and how much that bothers me.

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The other day, my sugar crashed. I’ve never experienced this before and thought it wasn't a real thing, just something people say when they are really really hungry. Now I feel like an ass because of all the times I invalidated people who said they were experiencing a sugar crash. This is exactly the situation that has happened to me throughout my entire life, where people don’t believe me because they haven’t experienced something I have. I feel like a hypocrite and wonder if there's a term for something like this.

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Just an update (that nobody asked for) regarding my status with fixations.

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You know those situations where people don’t believe you about something even though you have proof that you’re in the right? Do you know how devastating that feels? Of course you do. I had a situation finally work out in my favor and it feels awesome that someone believed what I said.

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Rambly episode.

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I just realized I have no script at the ready regarding multiple work blunders. And I really don't want to ever need one.

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I made a pretty big mistake on a book I was working on for a client. I go out of my way to make sure I don't come off as incompetent. This is just me processing through some negative self-talk.

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This episode is me sharing about my excessive sweating issue and how much of a sensory nightmare feeling like a dirty bitch all the time can be. Are there any other sweaty bitches that have this issue? (Maybe skip this episode.)

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