The world feels heavy right now. If you’ve been feeling overwhelmed, anxious, or just plain exhausted by everything happening around us—same. In this episode, I’m talking about finding hope when it feels hopeless and the little things that help me stay grounded, even when the future seems uncertain.

From creativity and community to comfort shows (hello, That’s So Raven) and my favorite meals, I’m sharing my go-to ways to hold onto joy. If you’re feeling lost or struggling to stay positive, I see you. You’re not alone. Let’s talk about how we can protect our peace and keep going, even when it’s hard.

Alright, y’all—this episode is a good one! I’m sitting down with my friend Esther cunningham ( @its.esther.with.an.h) , and we’re getting real about the acting grind. From packing up her life in Ohio to chasing the dream in NYC, we talk about all the things—auditions, background work (and why it’s lowkey underrated), balancing marriage and a creative career, and the cultural shocks of moving to the city. We also dive into what it means to have a solid support system and why believing in yourself (even when it’s hard) is everything. If you’re an actor, a dreamer, or just love a good ‘making-it-happen’ story, this one’s for you!

🎭 What You’ll Get From This Episode:

✨ The real deal on background work—it’s more than just standing around.

✨ How community can make or break your acting career.

✨ The struggle (and beauty) of balancing family + the arts.

✨ Why survival jobs are just part of the game.

✨ NYC vs. Ohio—what’s the biggest difference?

✨ Having a partner who gets it = a game-changer.

✨ Theater as a space for self-discovery and owning your story.

✨ Why we need more representation in this industry.

✨ And of course… how to keep going when it feels impossible.

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Trying to chase your creative dreams while working survival jobs? Yeah, it’s a lot. In this episode, I get real about the stress of juggling catering gigs, modeling jobs, and social media while pursuing acting. From long shifts to unexpected opportunities, I break down the emotional rollercoaster of making ends meet without losing sight of my passion. Plus, I talk about the importance of having a strong community to keep you going when the hustle feels impossible.

🔹 The reality of balancing work and creativity

🔹 Why community support is EVERYTHING

🔹 How to keep pushing forward when success feels out of reach

If you’ve ever felt stuck between paying the bills and following your dreams, this one’s for you!

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What does it mean to be Tejano in New York City? In this conversation, I sit down with actress, singer, dancer, teacher, and activist Kat Guerrero to talk about cultural identity, assimilation, the power of food, and the challenges of representation in the arts. We dive into our personal experiences growing up in Texas, navigating predominantly white spaces, and staying authentic as performers.

💬 What’s your experience with cultural identity and representation? Drop a comment below!

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Faith has always been a part of my life, but my relationship with it has changed over the years. I grew up Southern Baptist, but as I got older, certain teachings just didn’t sit right with me. When I came out, I was terrified that being gay meant I was going to hell—until my pastor sat me down and reassured me that Jesus still loved me. That moment gave me peace, but it didn’t erase my struggles with organized religion.

During COVID, I tried reconnecting with church, but I never felt truly accepted. I wanted a space that didn’t just imply inclusivity—I wanted to hear it, feel it, and know without a doubt that I was welcomed as I am. After Mom Peggy passed away, my faith shifted again, leading me toward spirituality. Now, I believe in God, but I see Him as a higher power that transcends religion—one that we all connect with in our own ways.

In this video, I open up about my faith journey, finding peace outside of organized religion, and what spirituality means to me now. I also include a clip from my podcast with June Marie Davis, where we talk about religion, spirituality, and the ways our loved ones have visited us—Mom Peggy came to me, and her grandma came to her.

If you’ve ever struggled with faith, identity, or finding your own path, I hope this video resonates with you. Let’s talk about it in the comments!

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Join me for an exciting episode with the incredible June Marie Davis—a writer, producer, actress, and director who’s truly making waves in the creative world! We dive into her journey from the medical field to launching her own production company in Brooklyn. We chat about how growing up in New York influenced her artistry, her spiritual journey and how it impacts her work, and why she enjoys collaborating with me. If you’re looking for some inspiration and insight into the world of film and theater, this conversation is packed with passion, creativity, and a sprinkle of soul. Don’t miss it!

From DL Men to childhood Valentine’s Day cards, I’m finally spilling the tea on my love life for the first time EVER. But don’t get it twisted—this episode is all about self-love and putting my career first. Oh, and did I mention that one time my bestie and I boo’d people on Valentine’s Day? Yeah… you don’t wanna miss this. ❤️‍🔥 Listen now!

This week we dive into a guided conversation with two of my HS besties Julia and Robyn!

✨ It’s been 10 years since I walked out of high school for the last time, but the memories? Still fresh. From skipping class and stealing a literal piece of my school (yes, really) to theater shenanigans, prom chaos, and everything in between—this episode is a deep dive into the wild ride that was high school. Plus, I’m reflecting on where life has taken me since, the lessons I’ve learned, and why I’m actually excited for my reunion. So buckle up, because this one’s a trip down memory lane… with a few detours!

✨ In this special episode, I welcome my first-ever guest—my cousin, Jenna Bowman! We dive into childhood memories of choreographing dance routines to The Cheetah Girls and High School Musical, epic cousin fights (including one at church camp), and playing in the mud and tubing in the ditch. Jenna also shares about her blossoming photography career, navigating motherhood, and her journey to where she is today. It’s a heartfelt, hilarious conversation about family, growth, and all the moments in between.

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