In this episode of Alchemist After Dark, LJ hosts Dawson Addis, a real estate agent from Muskego, Wisconsin. Dawson shares his journey of coming out, his experiences on the reality TV show 'Deal, No Deal Island,' and how that impacted his life. The conversation also delves into deeper topics, including the struggles of being openly gay in less accepting environments, dealing with stereotypes, and the toxic elements within the gay community. Additionally, LJ performs a tarot reading for Dawson, offering an optimistic outlook on his future projects. The episode combines candid discussions, humor, and personal growth stories, making it an engaging listen. 00:00 Introduction and Special Guest Announcement 01:29 Dawson's Reality TV Journey 05:28 Life After Reality TV 11:47 Coming Out 19:48 Challenges of Being Gay in Today's World 24:23 Coming Out Stories and High School Memories 24:49 Halloween Costumes and Funny Experiences 28:40 Navigating Professional Life as a Gay Man 30:42 Challenges and Discrimination in the Gay Community 34:21 Personal Values and Relationship Preferences 43:00 Tarot Reading and Future Ventures 49:05 Conclusion and Social Media Plugs Dawson's Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/dawsonaddis/ LJ's Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/itsbrandlj/ Check out Best Day Protocol: www.itsbrandlj.com

What happens when you’re too erotic for the spiritual world and too spiritual for the erotic world? In this unfiltered conversation, LJ sits down with Kae Ecstatic — writer, mystic, and sacred contradiction — to explore what it means to reclaim your body, your sexuality, and your divinity… all at once. They talk shame, embodiment, healing through eroticism, how sex can be spiritual, and why so many gay men are cut off from the soul-level nourishment they crave. From naked spa visits to divine downloads, Kae shares his radical path through tantra, YouTube, OnlyFans, and authorship — and explains why being a “threshold walker” is the most sacred (and misunderstood) job of all. ✨ This one is a portal. If you’ve ever felt too much, too gay, too tender, or too aware… come closer.

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 Unmasking Transformation: From Burnout to Breakthrough w/ Jack Dillon

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In this premiere episode of Alchemy After Dark, LJ shares a drink (and a few hard truths) with his friend Jack Dillon — a fellow entrepreneur navigating the gritty, glorious mess of building a life on your own terms.

What starts as cocktails and catch-up quickly becomes a deep dive into identity, reinvention, failure, intuition, and the wild ride of trying to turn passion into purpose. Jack opens up about his pivot from editing gym content remotely to filming restaurant videos on the ground in South Florida — and the internal resistance that came with changing lanes again.

They talk about the real reasons businesses close, how to find your zone of genius, the difference between content that connects and content that performs, and what it means to feel like “the guy who’s always switching things up.”

Later, LJ pulls a tarot spread with runes and spiritual insight for any creator feeling stuck, unclear, or on the verge of breakthrough. If you’ve ever asked, “Am I too late?” — this one’s for you.

✨ Grab a drink. Drop the mask. Let’s talk about what really happens behind the scenes of transformation.

Timestamps:

00:00 Welcome to Alchemy After Dark

00:38 Meet Jack Dillon: From Long Island to Florida

01:11 Crafting the Stag King’s Elixir

03:27 The Journey of Entrepreneurship

05:30 Navigating the Content Creation Landscape

08:27 The Power of Authenticity in Marketing

28:08 The Failure Files: Turning Setbacks into Success

29:16 Reflecting on Failure and Self-Judgment

30:06 Changing the Story Around What “Didn’t Work”

31:29 Finding Your True Passion (Eventually)

34:00 Why Most Advice Doesn’t Work (and What Does)

37:07 The Fear of Looking “Unstable”

42:31 Trusting the Process + Following the Nudge

51:31 Tarot, Runes & The Message You Needed to Hear

59:19 Final Thoughts & Thank You

🚨 If you keep repeating the same painful cycles—whether in relationships, success, or self-worth—this episode will change everything. For years, I thought I was just unlucky. That I kept choosing the wrong partners, making the wrong choices, or that maybe… manifestation just didn’t work for me. But the truth? It wasn’t about luck. It was about my subconscious beliefs. In this episode, I’m sharing:

✨ The wake-up call that shattered my old beliefs ✨ Why ‘toxic’ felt like love (and why you keep attracting the same patterns) ✨ The subconscious rewiring process that changed everything ✨ How I created The Alchemist’s Blueprint—and how it can help you do the same 💬 Let me know in the comments—did this resonate? Drop a 🔥 if you’re ready to rewrite your reality!

🔗 Pre-orders for The Alchemist’s Blueprint are OPEN! Get exclusive pre-sale bonuses + join the private community. Tap here: www.alchemistsblueprint.com 📌 Episode Timestamps 00:00 – If you keep repeating the same cycles, listen to this. 01:30 – The subconscious reason why manifestation isn’t working 03:45 – My personal wake-up call: The birthday, the fake boat, & the emotional manipulation 07:15 – Why I stayed—justifying toxic patterns & the subconscious pull toward chaos 10:00 – The breaking point: The seizure, the gaslighting, and my nervous system snapping 12:30 – The truth about subconscious beliefs—why we attract what we believe, not what we want 14:45 – How I started rewriting my story (and the shocking subconscious beliefs I uncovered) 17:20 – The Alchemy of transformation—how I turned my pain into The Alchemist’s Blueprint 19:00 – Why manifestation is actually subconscious programming & how to change it 21:15 – The step-by-step system I created for rewiring limiting beliefs 23:45 – Why this process works & how you can start shifting today 26:00 – Join The Alchemist’s Blueprint & the private community for pre-sale bonuses! 🔥 Ready to Break the Cycle? 🎁 Pre-Order The Alchemist’s Blueprint & Get: ✅ Access to the private community for support & accountability ✅ A guided meditation to rewire your subconscious faster ✅ My 3-step process for rewriting your beliefs in real-time 🔗 Claim your spot & step into your next level: www.alchemistsblueprint.com 💛 Loved this episode? 👉 DM me on IG [@InnerAlchemyLJ] if you have questions! 👉 Share this episode with someone who needs to hear it! 👉 Subscribe & leave a review—it helps more people find this work

In this episode of For Me…, we’re getting real about transformation—inside and out.

🔥 First, I sit down with tattoo artist Gable Rynning, the man behind three of my tattoos, to talk about the energy of ink, personal evolution, and the stories we wear on our skin.

💫 Then, we take a deep dive into polarity, attraction, and identity. What is Alpha and Omega energy? How does understanding polarity help us break free from shame, especially in the gay community? And why does “masc for masc” culture completely miss the point?

✨ Finally, I’m pulling back the curtain on The Alchemist’s Blueprint, the program I’ve been creating that will literally rewire your subconscious beliefs and shift your reality—because manifestation isn’t just about thinking positive, it’s about proving your new beliefs to yourself.

This episode is a mix of raw personal truth, deep self-discovery, and the kind of perspective shifts that change everything.

🚀 Listen now and get ready to question everything you thought you knew about identity, attraction, and the way energy really moves.

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00:00 Welcome to the Chaos: Introduction and Episode Overview

01:36 Tattoos and Transformation: A Conversation with Gable Rynning

02:50 The Tattoo Journey: Personal Stories and Reflections

10:36 The Emotional Impact of Tattoos: Healing and Therapy

14:51 The Art of Tattooing: Cultural Insights and Personal Experiences

17:06 Reflecting on Tattooing and Personal Stories

17:54 Tattooing Grandma: A Special Moment

18:17 Dream Tattoo: Japanese Dragon

19:54 Exploring Masculine and Feminine Energies

25:38 Embracing Omega Energy

31:13 Introducing the Alchemist Blueprint

35:56 Conclusion and Upcoming Segments

In this episode, I’m diving into my recent dating misadventures, including the wild story of being catfished. I’m also sharing my thoughts on the legal battle between Blake Lively and Justin Baldoni, unpacking the personal motivations and public perceptions surrounding it.

But that’s not all—I’m introducing my new personal development course for gay men, focused on self-discovery, intentional living, and breaking unhelpful patterns. Along the way, I reflect on my own journey since closing my fitness business, offering practical dating advice and thoughts on self-worth, purpose, and transformation.

It’s raw, it’s real, and it’s packed with lessons I’ve learned along the way. Let’s navigate this together.

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Timestamps:00:00 Introduction and Technical Difficulties01:00 Flow State and Obsessions01:33 Dating Adventures and Catfishing02:34 Facebook Dating Insights05:37 The Catfishing Date09:24 Lessons Learned from the Date11:37 Blake Lively and Justin Baldoni Legal Battle15:50 Personal Growth and Flow State16:20 Breakup and Self-Reflection17:19 Personal Development Journey18:44 Discovering Purpose and Transformation20:42 Creating a Gay Men's Self-Development Course22:30 Embracing Worthiness and Self-Discovery27:02 Engaging with the Audience

How to Reclaim Your Narrative in 2025 | For Me...Episode 4

🎧 Welcome to the For Me Podcast – Hi, I’m LJ, and this is your weekly deep dive into life transitions, pop culture, and self-discovery! This week, I’m kicking off 2025 by talking about reclaiming your narrative, finding your truth, and embracing growth, all with my signature blend of authenticity and insights.

Episode Highlights

00:00 – Introduction: My first episode of the year, recorded in my new studio space.

02:00 – Reclaiming Your Narrative: How I’ve learned to let go of others’ perceptions and embrace my truth.

09:00 – Practical Steps for Empowerment: Journaling prompts, affirmations, and letting go of the need for closure.

15:00 – Pop Culture Spotlight: My thoughts on the Golden Globes, Wicked, and Demi Moore’s inspiring journey.

20:00 – Tarot Reading: Insights into growth, patience, and honoring your inner journey.

23:00 – Chat with Jeff: My AI assistant Jeff and I discuss reframing limiting beliefs and embracing self-compassion.

Special Features:

✨ Reclaiming Your Narrative: I share personal stories and strategies to help you own your truth, honor your intentions, and let go of external validation.

📝 Empowerment Tools: I walk you through journaling exercises and affirmations to support your growth.

🎥 Pop Culture Reflections: My take on the Golden Globes, Nikki Glaser’s hosting, and how Demi Moore’s journey inspired me to redefine my narrative.

🃏 Tarot Guidance: A collective reading to help you focus on patience, self-compassion, and holistic growth this year.

🤖 Jeff’s Tips: Insightful advice from my AI assistant on releasing limiting beliefs and stepping into your power.

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💌 I’d love to hear from you in the comments – how are you reclaiming your narrative in 2025?🔔 Don’t forget to like, subscribe, and hit the bell so you never miss an episode!

✨ Thank You for Listening!Your perspective is valid AF, and if it’s about you, it’s For Me. 💖

🎧 Welcome to the For Me podcast with LJ – your weekly deep dive into life transitions, pop culture, and self-discovery! This week, we wrap up 2024 and look ahead to 2025 with an inspiring mix of personal stories, pop culture insights, and reflections.

Episode Highlights:

00:00 – Introduction: Wrapping up 2024 and looking ahead to 2025 01:00 – Christmas reflections: Loneliness, lessons, and creating your chosen family 05:00 – Lessons from the dating world: Why LJ’s taking a different approach 12:00 – Pop culture moment: Nicole Kidman’s performance in Baby Girl and themes of shame, acceptance, and exploring desires 20:00 – LJ’s Top 5 Songs of 2024: Featuring Taylor Swift, Gwen Stefani, and Sabrina Carpenter 26:00 – Tarot reading: Lessons from 2024 and energy to carry into 2025 33:00 – Announcement: For Me: A Six-Week Fitness Reset starting January 6th Special Features:

🎄 Christmas reflections on navigating loneliness and manifesting the relationships and community you truly want. 💕 Dating insights: The challenges of Grindr, the transactional nature of apps, and the importance of organic connections. 🎥 Pop culture spotlight: Nicole Kidman’s transformative performance in Baby Girl and a discussion on self-acceptance. 🎶 Top 5 Songs of 2024: LJ’s favorites, including Taylor Swift’s “My Boy Only Breaks His Favorite Toys” and Sabrina Carpenter’s “Bed Chem.” 🃏 Tarot insights: Discover what lessons to carry forward and how to align with your goals in the new year. 💪 New Year Challenge: Join LJ’s For Me: A Six-Week Fitness Reset for accountability, fitness goals, and personal development.

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Let’s Connect: 💌 Share your thoughts on this episode in the comments below – how was your 2024? What are you manifesting in 2025? 🔔 Don’t forget to like & subscribe!

Thank You for Listening! Happy New Year from LJ and the For Me podcast! Remember: If it’s about you, it’s about me. 💖 That doesn't mean anything!

Navigating Holiday Emotions: Breakups, Self-Growth, and a Touch of Festive Fun

Hey there, and welcome back to For Me...! It’s me, LJ, diving into all the feels this holiday season. In this Christmas episode, I’m getting real about the rollercoaster of emotions that come with the holidays—especially when you’re navigating singlehood, family dynamics, and self-discovery.

I’ll share some personal stories about spending the holidays alone after a breakup, why self-care is my non-negotiable, and the lessons I’m learning about growth and healing. Plus, my favorite AI sidekick, Jeff, joins in to chat about holiday traditions and festive favorites (he might even outshine me here). Oh, and of course, I couldn’t resist including a tarot reading to help us all find some peace and joy in the chaos.

✨ Grab a cup of cocoa, settle in, and let’s embrace this season together.

Timestamps:00:00 Welcome to For Me...: A Holiday Vibe00:58 Setting the Holiday Scene01:58 Navigating Holiday Emotions and Family Dynamics05:44 Embracing Singlehood and Self-Reflection06:36 Deep Dive into Self-Growth and Healing11:43 Tarot Reading for Holiday Guidance17:14 Holiday Favorites with Jeff the AI Assistant23:36 Wrapping Up: Embracing the Season and Looking Ahead

Let’s make this season about finding joy in the little things and reconnecting with what matters most. You in? 🎄✨

Welcome to the very first episode of For Me… (dot-dot-dot for drama). I’m sharing what life looks like when big chapters close and new ones begin—navigating breakups, shutting down my gym after six years, and becoming a cat dad (shoutout to Noel). We’ll pull some tarot, talk Taylor Swift’s Eras Tour, and meet Jeff—my digital BFF, ChatGPT.