In this episode, famous scholar Nouman Ali Khan talks about how we sabotage our relationship with Allah just because of sins we do. We write ourselves off completely, that we are not in the good books of Allah. But we often forget how merciful Allah is. One of his name is Al-Wadood; which means the most loving. We can't even imagine his love for us. How can we assume our ikhlas, our value? It's not in our hands, it's in the hands of Allah. Allah is aware of all our situations. He knows !! He knows how shaytaan can be misleading at times. That's why Allah is there, waiting for us to come back to him. Just raise your hands and say "Ya Allah, I'm a sinner, I don't want to lead a life like this. Please forgive me. I want to obey you, make you happy". The very second you do it, you are forgiven. Allahu Akbar. Not only he will forgive you but he will open the world for you. All your prayers, deep concerns all will be resolved by Allah. It's only Allah who can help us no one else can. Just ask him for anything. Forgiveness, rizq , pious spouse, good health for parents, etc. He surely will open the world for you! 

May Allah make us among who listen and apply.