everyone has the desire to be loved and understood. sometimes the chase to create a symbiotic relationship between ourselves and society can manifest itself in unhealthy ways, exchanging our authenticity for acceptance. in this video I talk about the process of losing myself, taking accountability for my discontent, and leaving what I once knew in order to create something better. change invites challenging discomfort and debilitating fear, but most importantly, freedom. freedom from the any kind of cemented identity, freedom to be all that you already are. remember that you are not your mind, you are not your emotions, you are not your body - no definition or label can define you. allow this transformation to wash over you. be aware, forgiving, kind, and patient towards who you have been, who you are now, and who you will be. allow yourself to envision the world that you want, then create ways to make that dream a reality. live the waking dream.  

"The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step," - Lao Tzu.  

My wish for you is that you guys gain enough courage to be your true, authentic self. Healing isn't easy, healing is definitely scary, and sometimes it is exhausting. In spite of it all, my wish for you is to understand that you are an investment worth developing. Allow yourself to thrive and you will.

as ALWAYS I love everyone, I hope you guys find peace and love. I hope you choose happiness ❤️✨  comment, like, subscribe, share - whateva is always appreciated. ALSO if you're down to chat about anything I am always open to it! message me anywhere and i'll be there.

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