I reference new knowledge from HD and SM regarding guilt, shame and fear - how they relate to integrity and death.

I speak about my time in the army, my ineptitude with people and my abhorrence of dependency.

I talk about emotions and what it’s like to be unemotional among emotional people. Towards the end I contemplate what it might be like for open sacral auras, and mention my PHS details.

I explore my diminishing tolerance for lying and bullshit of various kinds.

I confess to my bitterness, mild despair, doubts and the fact that I sometimes overdramatize my bullshit, as well as excessively intellectualize irrelevant things.

I present my wager and explore what it means to live as a 4/6 profile. I discuss how Strategy and Authority may lead to Presence and Awareness.

It could save humanity but it probably won’t. As usual, I gave honorable mention to Spatiomaterialism and some other things because there is a lot to say about 9 Centered being before I get to ramble about all my favorite things.

I riff on the details of my aura mechanics and give a short overview of spatiomaterialism.

I discuss context and decide on what to name the show.