Last night I saw a picture of a blanket in a video I made that brought back something I’d forgotten.

Navy Guy bought me this for Valentine’s Day that year. I forgot about it. I’ve been asking the kids for two years whose blanket this is, and why don’t they put it away. Without this video I might never have remembered.

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Those who have been mistreated and abused their whole lives have lost their identity and their self-worth. You can punish everyone who hurt them and it won’t do anything but temporarily ease their mind. The only way for them to get permanent lasting help is to focus on themselves.

And if you can imagine for a minute every woman on earth focusing on herself instead of the people who hurt her, those people would be left alone with no one to manipulate and mistreat and abuse.

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Healing from my own codependent mindset after my marriage helped me see and point out how Navy Guy was the same. His “avoidance” was partially a people pleasing that seemed to come from a lifetime of being what everyone else expected of him. He struggled to know his own mind about things and was consistently agreeable to the point I regularly questioned him about it. Was he really on the same page or was he just reflexively telling me he was in order to prevent conflict? He would pause and say he didn’t really know and he’d have to think more on that.

When I talk about relationships being a mirror, this is one way that works. We show each other aspects of ourselves that need healing. Without these connections, it would be difficult to know when whether we’re truly codependent or interdependent.

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Three years ago I was just starting date again after two years of therapy and recovering from abuse. I was terrified, but excited too. I had deconstructed my faith, unpacked everything that made me accept abuse, and built a strong foundation within my heart. I had no idea what was to come, but I knew I could handle it.

I never imagined falling in love. I intended for it to be a fling, just something to get me “back in the saddle” as they say. I expected someone who would be good enough. I didn’t expect someone who would make me a better person.

I didn’t expect to fall in love with myself too.

If you like nursery rhymes, I wrote a book. I describe it as nursery rhymes for grown ups who still hope for love. 📕 lovemakeslifelisten.com

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If you’re on TikTok, a couple of men have answered him.

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This week TikTok blew up when a DoorDash driver posted video of a customer asleep on his couch, naked from the waist to his ankles. A violation of company policy, DoorDash deactivated her as a driver.

As I sought answers I found only rumor and speculation, much of it split in her favor and in his defense. It’s what anyone would do in that position.

What I can know is this. She recorded and posted a video without consent. And then when called on it and the video removed for nudity violations, she claimed it was a “sexual assault” and screamed repeatedly in a subsequent video, “I’M THE VICTIM!! I’M THE VICTIM, REMEMBER?!”

Maybe she was, maybe she wasn’t, but the only evidence that exists proves her to be the one who violated someone sexually.

The original video is gone, but what I saw reposted by others showed a man asleep, well within the walls of his home and away from the front door. He wasn’t visible from the sidewalk. In fact even on the porch she had to stand off to the side of the door to get the angle she got. And what disturbs me most is that she zoomed in, like she wanted a better shot of the man.

In the same video in which she screams in defense, she specifically mentions losing money from the creator fund as a reason she’s upset the video was taken down.

As I have sought information myself I was called “pick me” and ridiculed as if I was defending a predatory man. But this isn’t about men. It’s not about gender. I’ve said that for years. Although I do focus on women because I am one, my primary concern is consent. Recording someone without their consent and posting it online, particularly if they’re nude, is violating no matter what gender you are.

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Freedom is love and love is free 

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