Amadeus

Music and edited lyrics by Amadeus, September 28, 2020. Used under fair rights usage copyright law for demonstrative/educational purposes.

Lyrics and original production by DJ White Shadow, Lady Gaga & Fernando Garibay. Copyright Interscope Records.

Love,

When,

I'm gonna -

We,

To carve.

I'll -

I'm gonna -

Music and edited lyrics by Amadeus, September 28, 2020. Used under fair rights usage copyright law for demonstrative/educational purposes.

Lyrics and original production by DJ White Shadow, Lady Gaga & Fernando Garibay. Copyright Interscope Records.

Love is just a history that they may prove,

Lyrics by Amadeus, July 10, 2007. Music June 17, 2013

And I don’t know,

If it was the sexuality,

Or the sexual addiction,

That killed me,

And I’m not sure,

Of my responsibility,

To diagnose and treat the symptoms,

As best I could possibly,

But I do know,

That I love you,

And I never wanted to hurt you,

And I do know,

That you love me,

And I never meant to hurt you,

It’s just this voice inside my head,

Nobody else’s,

(Nobody else’s)

But it sounds just like me,

An imitation,

(dark invitation)

And now that I am dead,

You’ve got to find some,

(understanding)

Of the voices in my head,

Nobody else hears,

(the dwelling)

And I’m not sure,

If you always knew,

Maybe you just chose to ignore,

The clues,

A dark invitation,

Bring my salvation,

Or end my,

Suffering,

But I do know,

That I love you,

And I never wanted to hurt you,

And I do know,

That you love me,

And I never meant to hurt you,

It’s just this voice inside my head,

Nobody else’s,

(Nobody else’s)

But it sounds just like me,

An imitation,

(dark invitation)

And now that I am dead,

You’ve got to find some,

(understanding)

Of the voices in my head,

Nobody else hears,

(the dwelling)

And I’m pretty sure,

You might have suspected,

Maybe you just didn’t know,

What to do,

But I am certain,

That you loved me,

And I’m sorry,

I hurt you,

But I do know,

That I love you,

And I never wanted to hurt you,

And I do know,

That you love me,

And I never meant to hurt you,

It’s just this voice inside my head,

Nobody else’s,

(Nobody else’s)

But it sounds just like me,

An imitation,

(dark invitation)

And now that I am dead,

You’ve got to find some,

(understanding)

Of the voices in my head,

Nobody else hears,

(the dwelling)

Music and lyrics by Amadeus in September 9, 2020.

Meet me at the mortuary,

In the dark of haunted hallways,

Jew and gentile, commoner and celebrity,

Come hang out, all your friends are here,

Meet me at the cemetery gates,

Let’s have a lovely picnic,

We can tell ghost stories,

Or they us their selfs,

Ashes to ashes,

Dust to dust,

In the Rose Hills,

Necropolis

Come on let’s roll down the Rose Hills,

We’re our grandmothers lay,

Dance to the music of Whittier,

A history that flows through our veins,

Wishing holy water fountains,

Mother Mary, holy water lake,

Prayers and incense to bless the waiting,

At the terrace where the roses lay,

Ashes to ashes,

Dust to dust,

In the Rose Hills,

Necropolis.

It so quiet in the SkyRose Chapel,

Every sad, sacred, sacrament day,

Oh how we lived like wild flowers,

On these lawns, concrete spaces and graves,

Here lies my broken family,

Together again,

It’s funny how short life is,

At the Rose Hills in the end,

Ashes to ashes,

Dust to dust,

In the Rose Hills,

Necropolis.

In this episode I detail the inspirations behind the making of my latest single, Rose Hills leading up to the first demo for the song.

Music and lyrics by Amadeus, September, 2020.

Down at the mortuary,

In the dark of haunted hallways,

Jew and gentile, commoner and celebrity,

Come hang out, all your friends are here,

Meet me at the cemetery gates,

Let’s have a lovely picnic,

We can tell ghost stories,

Or they us their selfs,

Come on let’s roll down the Rose Hills,

We’re our grandmothers lay,

Dance to the music of Whittier,

Where his poems travel on the wind,

Ashes to ashes,

Dust to dust,

Rose Hills

Necropolis

Wishing holy water fountains,

They flow to the lakes,

Many scents to bless in waiting,

At the terrace where the roses lay,

It’s quiet in the SkyRose Chapel,

On this empty day,

Leave with me like wild flowers,

On these lawns, concrete spaces and graves,

Here lies my broken family,

Together again,

It’s funny how short life is,

At the Rose Hills in the end,

Ashes to ashes,

Dust to dust,

Rose Hills

Necropolis

Music and lyrics by Amadeus, October 20, 2012.

I wished I was a real boy,

And when my dream came true,

I wished I had a real life,

And it wasn't lived for you,

Of the whale,

Ended up,

In a monstrous tale!

Now,

I'm just a wooden boy!

Now,

I'm just a block head!

Out here,

In the world!

Trying,

To find my way home!

I wished, I hope, I prayed, I prayed,

And then one magical day,

Like a fairy, an epiphany,

I cut my strings away!

In the belly,

Of the whale,

Ended up,

In a monstrous tale!

Now,

I'm just a wooden boy!

Now,

I'm just a block head!

Out here,

In the world!

Trying,

To find my way home!

In the belly,

Of the whale,

Ended up,

In a monstrous tale!

Mechanical,

Hollywood dolls,

Wandering,

Prison Land halls,

Soda-pop!

Vender- machine,

Living in a,

Fantasy.

Music and lyrics by Amadeus, 2007.

There is no justice,

There is no peace,

There is no truth,

In the war they preach,

There is no nation,

Only faction and tribe,

And the TV,

Has made me blind,

Oh the answers are,

Right in front of us,

And the problem lies,

Right in front of us,

From the dollar bill,

To the skull and bones,

I tell you the truth friend,

We are on our own,

I am an American

Living in America

From my flesh, to my bones

A Living, breathing origin

My name is A Patriot

Fighting for my right to live

Free to speech – for the cause

Equality is progression

An Industria Revolution

Spinning gears in emotion

Hunting for truth and asking questions

Because I am an American

There is no freedom,

Only borderlines,

Secret societies,

And the beast inside,

The evidence supports,

The facts of the fury,

The evil organized,

Conspiracy theory,

Oh the answers are,

Right in front of us,

And the problem lies,

Right in front of us,

From the dollar bill,

To the skull and bones,

I tell you the truth friend,

We are on our own,

I am an American

Living in America

From my flesh, to my bones

A Living, breathing origin

My name is A Patriot

Fighting for my right to live

Free to speech – for the cause

Equality is progression

An Industria Revolution

Spinning gears in emotion

Hunting for truth and asking questions

Because I am an American

JUSTICE!

PEACE!

JUSTICE!

PEACE!

Lyrics by Amadeus, July 7, 2013.

I don't know what I am,

I don't know where I came from,

I don't know where I fit in,

I don't know what I'm made of.

The world revolves,

The world reviles,

Around the sun,

And America (and America).

The world denies,

That I exist.

Lyrics by Amadeus, July 14, 2013.

I warned you,

Not to,

Lay your,

Hands on,

I told you,

What I'd do,

Laid your hands on our rights!

Put your hands all over my,

Constitutional rights!

Laid your hands on the lands!

Molested, raped and,

Aborted our,

Vocacation & arts!

They don't expect much so,

Let them have it,

They don't expect much,

So give them more than they can handle,

I wrote you,

Not to,

Cock block,

Bad habit,

I loved you,

But you don't,

Own me,

God damn it (don't)

Lay your hands on the lights!

Stake your claim all over my,

Equality, Human Rights!

Get the fuck of my lands!

Save your smile and plans,

For your simpletons!

They don't expect much so,

Let them have it,

They don't expect much,

So give them more than they can handle,

You can't handle the truth!

You don't know how to lose!

Nobody ever taught your kind,

How to bow out, graceful swine!

Nobody ever taught you how to share!

So bullying is all - you're not prepared -

To do,

Or not do,

Win,

Or lose,

That's all,

Anybody,

Taught you,

How,

To do.

Music and lyrics by Robert Saenz, February 26, 2021

Nothing fits,

Quite like you and me,

I tried to quit it but,

Nothing compares to you and me,

You visit me in my sleep,

And you’re still trying to take from me,

But I’m sad and I’m aware,

So I hid cameras and prayers,

Nothing fits,

But I can’t quit,

I won’t come running back to you,

Till you come crawling back to me,

Nothing fits,

And I gotta call it quits,

And all the candle sticks and spells,

Ain’t gonna break my spirit down!

Nothing fits,

We both grew out of each other,

I tried, I really did,

I can't forget but I can forgive,

Till you undo what you did,

Turn it upside down,

Baby, I know we can’t go back in time,

But you left me without a dime!

Nothing fits,

But I can’t quit,

I won’t come running back to you,

Till you come crawling back to me,

Nothing fits,

And I gotta call it quits,

And all the candle sticks and spells,

Ain’t gonna bring anima down!