Lyrics by Amadeus, July 10, 2007. Music June 17, 2013

And I don’t know,

If it was the sexuality,

Or the sexual addiction,

That killed me,

And I’m not sure,

Of my responsibility,

To diagnose and treat the symptoms,

As best I could possibly,

But I do know,

That I love you,

And I never wanted to hurt you,

And I do know,

That you love me,

And I never meant to hurt you,

It’s just this voice inside my head,

Nobody else’s,

(Nobody else’s)

But it sounds just like me,

An imitation,

(dark invitation)

And now that I am dead,

You’ve got to find some,

(understanding)

Of the voices in my head,

Nobody else hears,

(the dwelling)

And I’m not sure,

If you always knew,

Maybe you just chose to ignore,

The clues,

A dark invitation,

Bring my salvation,

Or end my,

Suffering,

But I do know,

That I love you,

And I never wanted to hurt you,

And I do know,

That you love me,

And I never meant to hurt you,

It’s just this voice inside my head,

Nobody else’s,

(Nobody else’s)

But it sounds just like me,

An imitation,

(dark invitation)

And now that I am dead,

You’ve got to find some,

(understanding)

Of the voices in my head,

Nobody else hears,

(the dwelling)

And I’m pretty sure,

You might have suspected,

Maybe you just didn’t know,

What to do,

But I am certain,

That you loved me,

And I’m sorry,

I hurt you,

But I do know,

That I love you,

And I never wanted to hurt you,

And I do know,

That you love me,

And I never meant to hurt you,

It’s just this voice inside my head,

Nobody else’s,

(Nobody else’s)

But it sounds just like me,

An imitation,

(dark invitation)

And now that I am dead,

You’ve got to find some,

(understanding)

Of the voices in my head,

Nobody else hears,

(the dwelling)