Your memory is all I seek. Breathing and touching. Smoking and toking. Solid. Firm. Fumbling and stumbling. Life is awkward enough. Life is precious enough. Missing you is a lasting thing. It never leaves. Hoping things get better ❤️‍🩹 knowing things can get better. Higher than a star. Beyond the atmosphere. They say he is watching. Waiting. I know you are here though. Together we can. Divided is this. We want to be right. We really are wrong. In the time of my youth, I was taught what it means to be a merican. In this time that I live I realize no one is doing the best they can. And no one wants to try since that means doing things that help their fellow human. Swell times, hard times, it’s always it’s bad to share. Our economic and religious systems are Disneyland. Our reality is really sad. As long as not everyone is doing good we’re good. Everyone can’t have money, good, shelter, energy. That’s impossible! For god can do whatever he wants except heat a burrito so hot he can’t eat it. We can’t do all things though Christ who gives us strength. What can’t we do? End war, famine, violence, drug addiction, homelessness, sex trafficking, crime, alcoholism, all the bad things that we are-all these things we can’t do or else we would do them. What can we do? Look around, he works in mysterious ways.

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All the good we’re doing. We can do more. All the cash we’re spending, where does it go? To balance books and ledgers. Back to the underground coffers of the left and right. The expectation should be higher than it is. We are better than this. If that don’t fix it, then something will. I believe that humans are the future. In dust we trust.

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The story goes. And they say. With much certainty. You know what I say? Fly away. Far away. Open the eyes of your heart. Don’t you see the humans that are hurting? The humans that are lost and in need? I know god I met him once at a kickback. We sipped on some tall boys and smoked a fat blunt. You know god, right? Yeah he cares about us. He told me he cares about quality of life. He doesn’t really care about praying and all that shit. That’s more for you he said. Or us. He cares about what we are doing for each other. What are we doing to care for each other? You? Well I was shocked. But I asked for what he meant by that. But then god lit another blunt and was gone in a flash: the devil then came down. He had some skante but that shit burns holes man! It gives you a 🥵 flash. Then metal taste. And then taking your clothes off and dunking in cold water. Don’t call the cops they’ll just shoot me. Why? Well I can’t control my hands. My guns are threatening. That’s why I stopped lifting weights. Yeah also I hid all the important documents in my backyard. Buried them so that when they come looking for shit. It’ll be like that movie holes. Or that scavenger hunt. My treasure has pearls and jewels. But only if they can find it. Yeah I saw the warrant. It was unsealed. The 🇺🇸had the permission to ransack the palace But it’s all good. They won’t find the evidence. All the good and mercy. That I keep deep within. Remember they do it to themselves. For show or for profit. Don’t trust those. Who hold all your information. For the right moment. They’ll manufacturer the moment. Always do, foo

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Think for yourself. Does life have the meaning it deserves? Of course it doesn’t! Life is hijacked by sour men in robes. Evil men in 🥼 life is so much more than you give it credit for. To see you high! Lifted up! Shining all that you can be! You are my North Star. 🧭 leads to you! Pour out your ❤️ I will give you all I got. Poor in spirit. Need us more than we ever will know. Open 🧠 open 🚪 open soul. Open ♥️ you are my cause. Your blood is mine also! Your breath connects with mine. Our entrails touch? Happily! Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts. Your own? Or what others tell you? Look, I get it. It’s easier to think things others think for you, thinking that you’re thinking thoughts thinner than Ice. It’s easier to give up your 🧠 to others. You know how you know? Whoever you hate, you don’t know why you hate. You hate because you’re told to hate. You loathe because you’re taught to loathe.

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The fbi likes to FIB. The blue is not them I guess. The cia killed JFK. All feds with guns are the same. Ignorant america! Land of my birth. If we could all just touch dirt everyday. We’d understand it all. Amidst the muck and garbage there are diamonds, always. The ATF is adept at theft. The INS knows the outs and ins. The IRS is INexcess. You see the colors on the flag run. Washed away. The flag is white. Pure as snow. Washed by the blood. That’s why God is a republican. Jesus is a Democrat. The Holy Spirit is running independently. This whole thing is serious for many. There was A raid on my compound last night. Sprayed that shit everywhere. To smoke them fucken🪳🪳🪳smoke em good. They must be red like the rottenest heart. All🕳lead to pleasure. Even death brings joy to god. For now, we focus on here and here. Then and now. Oh the things we can accomplish. If we just figured it things out.

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Given the circumstances. Giving these consequences. In this momentous occasion. In this existence we’ve been gifted. The people United will always be divided. All the people that want to get paid and laid are troubled. All the adults in the room taking advantage of the students are concerned. Their racket is on the ropes. Their lies are exposed. Their lord is their lord. The students have no power. No money. No private jets. No property. No vacation homes. No “oops, I said that by accident!” moments. Not the highest paid employee in any state. We love our football so much that we let it create hate. Students are broke! Come from broken communities! Broken schools! Our neediest communities and schools have Nothing to show for it. For the endurance and the things. College education is over valued. Over priced. Just so their greed they can justify. Fuck the NCAA.

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Universal lies. Lords of my lord. Divine words from thee god. Of all gods.Magic Christ. Life never ends. Only you die. Only flesh. It’s only flesh they say. For what? To whom? Bleeding is flowers to god. He demands it. Oh make no mistake. God is a man. Dick and balls. He talks to them only. Only to men do the gods communicate. Women? They play a strategic role in the story. A plot twist of sorts. We really believe all this shit, huh? Yes, yes we do. Enough to make you want to die. Crazy Cosmic truth. No fun. No games. All worship and pray. Prey. If god really existed, he wouldn’t in the first place. It like this anyway. These gods are humans hiding behind a wink and some fraud. Humans controlling humans is not original thought. If I was god and created you all. I wouldn’t care about your appearance or what you watched. What you ate or what you drank. How much you prayed or how you voted in elections. If I were god and created humanity? It wouldn’t be the way it is right now. Fighting and warring. Arguing and debating. So caught up in being right. Instead of being nice. So caught up in gaslighting instead of helping. Yeah that’s nice and all that god appeared to you in a vision. That happens a lot as you can tell. gods and visions are sus. Just men trying to get off. I was once was lost. Now I’m just gone.

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So aliens landed one day. Eons ago. They had a rager. Fucked this shit up. The ooze they left behind mixed with dirt. Created blood. The🩸 pooled. Deep reservoirs of it. Towards the very deep, thousands of feet below the crust. Skeletons formed from branches and calcium deposits. Animated with the alien goo. They, Slowly crawled up the dark 🕳 and here we are. We are all skeletons with bloody pores. Snotty holes. Can we postpone evil and death for one more day? One last hour before we are led astray? We perpetuate evil through books and words. We point to books as planetary discourse. Truth or lie? Dare or scare? We fear death so we wish it upon ourselves.

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The best tool in the planet. Tool around and you’ll find out! Tool and the gangs. Tool time. Bloody Tool. Tool ache. Tool repair. Hard tool. Soft tool. At attention you tool! Back to tool time. After tool. Tool runnings. In tools we trust. A means to the end. Soldiers. Cops. Ops. Students. Humans. Tools in a box. To be used. Tracked and attacked. You are not a stranger anymore. They know it all. 24hours a day they map your life. WhT you eat. What you buy. When you fuck. When you cry. Your phone is handy in the right hands. Corrupted files uploaded to my conscience

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I pledge allegiance to the sad reality of the United States of America. And to the humans that withstand the racism and ignorance, striving towards liberty and justice for all.

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