An Inconceivable Life

Big serious talk with Neo and sydney, getting SUPER anxious for my pet scan, a super long walk with benj, some meta-thoughts on my social dynamics, how to live in flow paper, social-scurvy, reading unbroken, and discovering stanford's pub and grill!

Spending time with all the people, a beautifully packaged book, chore at the hospital, chemo with karina, feeling big bad, the Ikea run for dark chocolate, and a LoR watch party; extended edition.

My epic minecraft castle, great conversations with the real John, a river crossing experience, flying with grace, revenge body pillows, my jank alternator fix, I wrote a rap, weavers thanksgiving, hyperbolic geometry, my first message, visiting the seniors, friends-giving, getting a henna tattoo on my bald head, and finally, social text skills.

A tragic tale with esther, my monk haircut, spending time with sydney, me being a social GENUS, a painful technological saga, John unmasked, Jakes emotion vomit, SUPER MBTI thoughts, getting prayed over by the elders, benj and my’s super walk, chemo and joint pain, and emotions are weird.

Lengthy rollerblading, getting an anime body pillow, Josh’s 12 inauguration, the MBTI comes back to life! Taking all the personality tests, my first chemo session, a new room, and a monk haircut.

Creating an abomination of an AMV, getting my port, my best AMV yet, people not listening to me, snapping my chair in half, getting radiation pumped into my veins, finding out my cancer staging, Ethan conflict resolution, the BEAUTY of fall, A really fun rollerblading excursion, the drive with braden, and trial fasting.

Talking with Toby and gaining another glowing review, teaching Joe, Neo and Noah how to debate properly, Chris beat cancer is dumb, I explain how cancer actually works, saw amilia macy, good presence vibes, seeing my heart creeps me out and going on a walk with johanna.

My generally optimistic take on the scenario but also the mini-depression it induced. My lie in September, seeing Alan rage quit, having surgery, please hold my hand when I die, breaking the news to everyone, trying to adjust post cancer announcement, and the ways you can be an ITAICD 3-er.