John 21:15-19
So there we were, gathered around the fire on the shore. The crackling of the flames filled the air, and the aroma of the fish we were cooking hung in the breeze. It was a morning just like any other, after the resurrection of our Lord.
The Lord had come to us once again, and we knew it was Him, though it felt almost surreal. He asked us to bring some of the fish we caught. We sat there, sharing stories and laughing. I felt a mix of emotions - joy, wonder, and a twinge of guilt for denying Him during His crucifixion.
As we finished eating, the Lord turned to me with that knowing smile of His, and He asked, "Simon, son of John, do you love me more than these?"
It hit me like a tidal wave. Those words echoed in my mind, a painful reminder of my threefold denial on that fateful night. I took a deep breath and replied, "Yes, Lord, you know that I love you."
He looked at me with a gentle gaze, almost seeing into my soul, and He said, "Feed my lambs."
I felt a surge of purpose, a sense of redemption. The Lord was entrusting me with His flock, with His people. It was both an honor and a weighty responsibility.
But then, He asked again, "Simon, son of John, do you love me?"
Again, those words pierced through me. I felt my heart aching as I thought of how I had failed Him. With a heavy yet determined voice, I replied, "Yes, Lord, you know that I love you."
And He said, "Tend my sheep."
I realized that He was giving me a chance to reaffirm my love, to make amends for my denials. And then, for the third time, He asked, "Simon, son of John, do you love me?"
My heart was raw, my emotions were laid bare. I couldn't deny the truth any longer. "Lord, you know everything; you know that I love you."
He nodded, a mixture of compassion and affirmation in His eyes, and He said, "Feed my sheep."
As I looked into His eyes, I understood the significance of those three questions. My feelings were not only about my love for Him, but also about my devotion to His mission, my role in leading and supporting His followers, and helping their faith grow.
The Lord went on to speak about my future, and the challenges that lay ahead. And at that moment, I felt a renewed sense of purpose. I was forgiven, restored, and entrusted with a divine calling. From that day on, I knew that my denial was not the end of my story – it was a stepping stone to a greater journey of faith, love, and service.