Happy New Year Substack friends!
I’m so excited to upload this very first episode of my new podcast Angels Within.
8 years ago, after a meditation session that left me feeling the most beautiful peace I had ever known, I heard The Creator clearly request that I…
“Share this with the world”
Although I felt like I could share my spiritual experiences with a few loved ones around me…
the world???? ……that felt a little out of my reach and much too vulnerable.
So I wrote this request down in my meditation journal and only shared my experiences when someone seemed interested.
But I kept getting stronger and stronger nudges from the Angels to share something….anything.
So I dabbled here and there with courses, social media reels, ebooks and workbooks, even women’s circles, but none of them landed anywhere. I felt like I was pretending to be something I wasn’t.
I found myself only looking at ways to help others through a small window of my own ego and fears. I was playing it safe by “sharing” in the ways I saw others doing it.
I realized I still wasn't being honest with myself about “where” I was getting this information from.
I wasn’t talking about The Creator, who was always patiently waiting for me to recognize what was being asked of me.
I wasn’t talking about how I was being shown that our intuition is directly related to the Angelic Realm.
I wasn’t sharing the visions and messages that the Angels were giving me during my meditations.
I was filtering myself to be accepted and not upset anyone who may not believe in the things that I did.
I wasn’t sharing that I've been talking to Angels since I was a child. Or how I rediscovered my relationship with God after being hurt and rejected by organized religions, and how this rejection was the greatest gift God gave me. (More on that in episode 4)
But in the last two months I’ve felt the presence of the Angels more than ever and felt something shift within me.
A boldness…
a realization….
…that I would rather live expressing myself as the Christ Consciousness that lives within me, and seek to help those who will hear these episodes….. than to live a muted version of myself that doesn’t help anyone.
The Angels have been patiently working with me to recognize why I'm holding myself back and how to heal the self doubt that I thought was part of who I was as an “introvert”. When really my introvert nature was me denying who I was. Hiding the spiritual reality I love to experience in order to not seem “strange” to others.
Even as I’m about to push send on this first newsletter, the Angels continue to encourage me to be authentically myself, assuring me that they will take care of the rest.
So although my ego still tries to convince me that my fear of failure should win, my heart knows it’s time to finally share with others the messages I receive from the Angelic Realm.
What I share is from my own personal experiences, and may differ from yours, and that's the way it's supposed to be. We all are here experiencing our own profound versions of life. And that’s the beauty of it all.
So with all that being said…
Every week (fingers crossed) I will be posting a new podcast episode for you as your Angelic Realm Tour Guide.
I’m beyond excited to have you join me in this next chapter!
Enjoy this very short first episode and know that…
Angels are always with you,
Monica
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