Stop accepting crumbs!  Stop living like a spiritual pauper!   You don't have to compromise.   Are you trying to get by on just enough?  This is a time for you to receive more than enough for your needs and desires and enough left over to meet the needs in His Kingdom.  In Deuteronomy 8:12-18 For when you have become full and prosperous and have built fine homes to live in, 13 and when your flocks and herds have become very large and your silver and gold have multiplied along with everything else, be careful! 14 Do not become proud at that time and forget the Lord your God, who rescued you ........He has brought you out of the wilderness... He has given you the ability to get wealth.   With the blessings always comes a warning.  Don't forget God when you become fat (richest; choice part; finest).