Anti Nihilist

Hey everyone! Today I wanted to bring you a short episode on self sabotage and why it appeals to us. There actually is a kind of logic to it.

For more on sabotage: https://open.substack.com/pub/zachrudolph/p/unholy-agreements?utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web

Today my dad and discuss weed, the interplay between Christianity and politics, hierarchy vs. acceptance, and how resentment undoes it all.

Link to Ben & Marc podcast mentioned: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/the-future-of-the-american-dream/id1713388101?i=1000656137765

Today my dad and friend Kevin join me for an informal chat on “success”, goals, and how to live the journey well.

Today my dad joins me to discuss the ever present cloud of insignificance, and a few thoughts on how to kill it.

Here’s a quick overview of what I’ve been working on! Excited to be back with you all soon!

Trying something new… https://zachrudolph.substack.com/p/megachurch?r=rep67&utm_campaign=post&utm_medium=web&utm_source=copy

Fear, it's always been my scapegoat to hide from my reality... cynicism has been my go to friend, he keeps me from having to change... but recently i got to a place where i've spent long enough afraid, long enough waiting for someone else to fix things, long enough to be done wishing it were different. i don't know where this will go. i don't know how i'm gonna book and record this thing every week. i don't know if she'll ever care. all i know is, i can't keep living reactive.