00:00:27 - Dharma Talk
00:20:46 - Poem - Another theory of Time
00:28:30 - Reflections
Another Theory of Time
- Marie Howe
So, I tell my daughter
we are eating dinner, reading through the book of stories
I'm worried about Jason. If I seem distracted, that's what's on my mind.
And she says, Take it out of your mind,
then dips and eats a dumpling, and says, But don't take out Jason.
And this morning at the deli I say, I'm grumpy because
it's the first day of school, and I'm thinking of so many things.
and she says, Take them out, and I say, How do I do that?
and she says, Think about Now.
I bite into my egg and cheese on a sesame bagel, and it is good. It is.
Although it does bother me
how she always wants to sit at the tiny deli counter
so near the garbage bins
eating meatballs for breakfast.
Then she ways, I can't remember the future or the past.
The local high school girls order iced coffee and whole wheat bagels
with nothing on them. My girl eats her meatballs,
and I stare past the cutouts of ham and turkey taped to the window
and think about the moment I want so much to leave
how small it is sometimes, this Now
how constricting, me with my bad teeth and ageing elbows.
as person after person tosses their trash inches behind my back
before walking out the open door.