I was afraid that asking the hardest questions about Christianity might destroy the faith I had built my life on. Instead, pursuing the truth made it stronger.
This is what happened when rejection, doubt, and pain forced me to investigate the Bible, the resurrection, morality, suffering, science, history, and the evidence for Christianity.
Someone I loved began questioning Christianity, walked away from God, and eventually left our family. Their questions exposed gaps in my own understanding—and I was terrified that investigating them might collapse the foundation of my life.
But after the relationship broke, I made a decision: if Christianity was true, it could withstand scrutiny. If it wasn’t, I needed to know.
The deeper I investigated, the stronger my faith became.
In this episode of the Applied Faith Podcast, we examine what Romans 8:28 actually promises. It does not say that everything that happens is good. It says God is powerful enough to work through even the things that are painful, unjust, and seemingly impossible to redeem.
We also discuss Joseph’s declaration in Genesis 50:20, the crucifixion of Jesus, Christian deconstruction, church hurt, compassion toward doubters, and the danger of becoming prideful when defending the faith.
You’ll leave with five practical lessons:
- Tell the truth about your pain.
- Ask what God is forming in you.
- Refuse to let pain define you.
- Use what you learn to serve others.
- Trust God with what you cannot yet see.
If you’ve ever been afraid to question your faith, this episode is for you.
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00:00 When Faith Gets Shaken
01:12 Choosing to Investigate
02:19 What Romans 8:28 Really Means
03:53 Experiencing Deconstruction Up Close
06:24 The Fear of Asking Hard Questions
07:44 Why Truth Can Handle Scrutiny
08:54 Investigating the Evidence
10:32 How God Redeems Pain
13:03 What the Research Taught Me
15:18 Christians Must Have Compassion for Doubters
17:26 The Danger of Spiritual Pride
18:41 Five Lessons We Can Learn From Pain
21:30 Closing Hope and Prayer