11th episode! checking in with plans for the future & a deeper understanding of how what i do here serves you all...please contribute to my computer fund to help me level up my content creation game!!! -gofundme.com/ddxibo -venmo: deardeer10 -cashapp: nearlyperfectblack. become a patron for all the best of the best, patreon.com/xibo. TYSM ILY, xo

dear mom, a black panther, calm waves, birds of paradise & black sand beaches for you on your 63rd birthday. i love you, truly, madly, deeply—not for just an hour, not for just a day, not for just a year, but always

flowers for keith: i paint a portrait of my dead lover that looks nothing like him while i talk about being with him. subscribe at patreon.com/xibo to see the patrons-only video. BLESS. i love you.

i read a poem at the end of this one, enjoy

i’m in the best mood i’ve ever been in ever EVER & it’s almost entirely your fault! HOW DARE YOU LOVE ME?!? 😫😭(🥰) also please share the gofundme link! THANK YOU, I LOVE YOU MORE! https://gofund.me/6536f89d

have you seen that show, “lie to me”? it’s one of my favorites. i talk about why and, of course, as always, how i’m doing, bc that’s what this podcast is about...

& for you too if you please

gently

a lil bit of asmr cookie eating over a long bit of talking about an in-between. bit of things. please share the gofundme link: https://gofund.me/6536f89d THANK YOU!

car trip complete! slight changes to future plans, may be shifting from patreon to a new platform, new poems & all of my tender heart, as always...