Self reflection on feeling unworthy and needy.

It's easy for me to surrender, accept and flow when life is roses and smiles.

It's much more challenging in my current situation. I feel resistance. Fear. Anxiety.

On the surface, this sucks. Underneath it, I'm aware that this is an opportunity for significant growth.

A growth spurt that comes from doing the work. Diving deeper. Facing your fears.

This is work that I'm too scared & lazy to do on my own - I'd rather go to the festivals. Well, the festivals are no longer available for my escape.

It's time to face myself on a deeper level. I'm fucking terrified and incredibly grateful at the same time.

TRUST. THE. UNIVERSE.

Everyone has their own journey.  You cannot expect anyone to react to experiences in the way that you do.  There's infinite variables that led us to this exact moment - more than we could ever comprehend.  I practice accepting this, and respecting that everyone is doing their best based off their experiences.  Having said that, I still judge people.  These moments of judgement are opportunities to look within and see where it's coming from.  

Let me know if you want to chat about any of this.  

Stay positive.  Love you.

I'm the type of dude that buys 6 interesting books, reads 1-2 chapters of each and never finishes one of them.  Feeling the same? Hop in for a listen.

A short story about the time a few hits off a joint put me into a hyper-present state of mind.  I came to realize that my inability to properly set boundaries was leading me to close off to people, and the Universe as a whole.  

I love sharing. I receive instant fulfillment from giving, or should we say SENDING. I’m also starting to recognize there’s a self serving aspect to sharing. When your intention is pure, the Universe will reward you.

Accepting and Escaping are topics we'll be discussing often .  In my experience, the first step is being aware that you're knocked off center.  When something takes me out of flow, I no longer ignore it.  I invite it in for tea & try to understand why.

In this episode we discuss various life lessons presented during the Stil vor Talent party in Leipzig.