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April 20, 2019 Acceptance Sneak Peak [lyrics below]
In order to get anywhere in life
you gotta stay determined
It's not just about the fears you must fight
So many lessons you have learned
Realise we allies guide eachother
Through thick and thin
Revitalise and stay encouraged
Recovery emerges from within
It's all about that mentality
Not just personality
Cuz in reality your malady might be morality
Originality in actuality is hard to see
So we strive for lives filled with fallacy vitality
Some say individuality or spirituality
Modality, sanity, centrality or normality
In totality it all has the same functionality
Everything means the same thing in this analogy
I'm not lying when I say my neutrality
Matches your vanity and that
Calamity and insanity equivilate sentimentality
Because it all comes down to our shared commonality
Don't stop freeing yourself from negativity
Stay motivated to keep moving forward in your mind to be
Freed from the ball, chain and shackle holding you tight
It's up to you to really channel your light's might
You can feel the world around you give way
To all your dreams, hopes and desires every day
If you let go of your inhibitions and sieze your opportunity
To live life truly with vigour and forget what it used to be
I just want to help you learn to love it all
So seamlessly we step through these thick walls
We built up to find ourselves happy at home
Finally understood we're not alone in these comfort zones
This beautiful world full of support and health
Is truly worth the effort of helping yourself
By accepting everyone and everything as part of you
You'll see that positivity as identity is truth
3 min
April 16, 2019 An Eternity Together
We will never die.
4 min
April 11, 2019 You're My Everyone (lyrics in desc.) [prod. lo'fi boy]
I got a lotta pride but I got no ego
I lost it when I took shrooms bout a week ago
Now I cry over something intangible I lost
Seems crazy thinking about the collateral it costs
Watching yourself fade out is never fun
Imagine watching it happen twice but you're still not done
Thrice? How many times til I get outta my head
This labyrinth's a trap but so's everything else
Aryll is my God
And she is now dead.
Right?
Followin this plot
Hope to free myself from lies
Distancing everytime, this self's transient - a blur
Listening to my rhyme is poison, it's no cure
Break down, break down, lose what you love
Reach out right now, bruises and blood
Can't fix how you bow when pressure surrounds
Get out now, don't look back or back down to find out
Fix up this stuff that complicates your mind
Live, love, push us to fit in your design
Don't stop because you know how to free our lives
We must grow up to learn how to be more kind
It's no lie, just tryna help out oneanother
We can cry together to discover
The nature of time, reality and space
The tears that fall from your beautiful face
Don't worry about what ills you must take
Just stay determined to rewrite these mistakes
Into gateways to growth because every step matters
Am I fadil*? Do I have her? These are my disasters
Growth comes more than just once in a lifetime
No love or lies can prepare us for this pride
When it takes over your mind and tries to prevent change
You gotta fight back, take the reins and maybe erase
Delusions of grandeur or complicated faith
Take place so you can realize how to make
Your future your own and nobody can take
That from you. You matter so much, dearest face
Life is no sprint, it's a marathon
I would think everytime that the pressure's on
And rush to risk and climb just to get beyond
But really I was trying to grow up all wrong
I spent half of my life chasing my ideals
Intent to craft this plight and embrace the reveal
Now that's what my case is, how do I feel?
When all that took place was erased to conceal
I thought I was trans, now I don't know
Lost in the sands and mountains of hope
Still home but feels like I'm Drowning below
The surface is beautiful but how do I cope?
Trapped in my mind at this stop light
Lapse everytime I think I'm right in the
Fast lane, gas hard off the mark
Sparks fly and cast out the dark
I'm trying to help but failing myself
Fell into my mental mess, pressing for health
I keep trying to change but with no success
Everytime I fail I progress through complex
Obsession Embracing expression,
unable to grow, Facing contention
enables my flow, inside my reflection
no places to go, got no more direction
Trust me,
follow my eyes, race for the prize
Reach for the light and face your demise
Here's my advice, and it's no surprise
To be wise you must live life past the reprise
No more
goodbyes, just hellos and salutations
To feel surmise although facing implications
Beyond reparations, situations undone
Believe me. I love you, you're my everyone.
*it's my legal/birth name, aryll is my preferred/stage name
lo'fi boy and i grew up as artists together. i really hope he doesn't mind me using this track, his work is absolutely astounding and it's really quite amazing watching him grow artistically! check him out at:
@lowfidelityboy
https://open.spotify.com/artist/30zqizQHom62N4hV28E1Hz?si=jHNLTzsaShCCebx4akqebA
4 min
April 05, 2019 Akosmo - Bubbles Drifting In The Morning Breeze w/me
https://open.spotify.com/album/7rOoXOJYay7oSMAbA29eAb?si=7kS5P6xRSPiYS97Sq9izwg
@akosmo practically made this track. Thanks for working with me! Your song sounds super sick. Check them out on Spotify! https://open.spotify.com/artist/1d9VzpAUZdgruidP0DB5Lh?si=F6edd3hUTAeumVNATxNBMA
4 min
March 11, 2019 Before I Forget
If you enjoy this track, please support me on Spotify, Apple Music, Google Music or any other music vendor (bandcamp, YouTube music, etc.) https://open.spotify.com/track/3tEA2tfeMwUs0n00wicOHa?si=0-bKx2xvRCSi4ujbWPbahA
It really, really helps me provide for my family as a young mother! Thank you all so, so much for all of the support! ❤️
4 min
March 03, 2019 Shutter w/ Oreox4 and Sparwell
Thank you guys for the awesome collaboration! Please do check them out, they're amazing artists. This was super fun to work on, and they're very pleasant to people!
Oreox4
@oreox4
https://oreox4.bandcamp.com/releases
https://open.spotify.com/user/6863uoevy60szsm5oxe6lzo7n?si=f-_En1omQmWXqf_N3PTC7g
Sparwell
@Sparwellmusic
https://open.spotify.com/artist/2Y0KNFMqEDjPFPdgcRUiBS?si=FPhnxbJdSo6k9XUnoKoTjQ
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCZB-NdhvmY7inS_-iSr4NMA?disable_polymer=true
https://sparwell.bandcamp.com/releases
https://www.twitch.tv/sparwe11
https://itunes.apple.com/us/artist/sparwell/1447327739
https://twitter.com/sparwe11
3 min
February 23, 2019 Solemnly
https://open.spotify.com/track/6VeEL1tmYWubWjE92gYnLM?si=rh_P22_IQQC-ceIHrQoung
4 min
February 11, 2019 Black Magic
https://open.spotify.com/album/3kHzgeah5s7F2yv6Z3fH6f?si=a6tHYi0MQ5maO_IbAC87qQ
My music makes me feel deeply saddened
They say it heals but speak none of what happened
You can choose this surreal form of black magic
Humanity thinks they understand it but don't have it
It's my habit to be
Trapped in emotional confine at best
Relapsed at worst to some time in the past
Looping around the world, heart entwined in chest
Alas, hoops and twirls don't solve life's trap test
Pushing forward, can't look back now
Hurling toward the end that solves the how
Stopping to stare back is a scary predicament
Emotions like care stack with fear it's ridiculous
Get me out of here, I shout out in detest
Let's see our tears and doubt compressed
I guess I tout proud leers and jest
Just to distract my love and my me from my self
To simplify my meaning is deceiving
because like love
intervening from above
these ceilings and
revealing appealing refined lies about truth entwined
with healing views cultivated by what you conclude's right to fuse
with your review of true fact
in the moment and that,
taken aback on track,
change is abstract,
clichés may amaze and daze with tact
in forms made to create rephrase with every replay, like a puzzle that constantly shuffles but juggles subtle muffled consistency within it, density of complexity comes with perplexing scenes but that intensity is necessity for domestic sensory and identity redirectory, it's destiny, don't you see?
We can be the best if we practice and believe. Cat's outta the bag and that's fact to me. Completely enchanted reality,
we reside inside this menagerie
Trusting our minds, believing in lies, truths and calamities
I got lots to say and that's not insanity
Compounding dreams zee, we might not believe in what we need
But that's okay because we see what we can be freely
I critique my disbelief so you can really achieve freedom ideally
"wow! That's pretty!" she exclaimed with vigor
Now perhaps we were ashamed; I shiver
To think we had everything perfect together
But still couldn't function through winter
I don't rhyme? Fuck you, I try
These lines mean so much more in my eyes
Maybe you don't believe that I know what flies
In the world of love neither of us must meet demise
But alas, one rock tumbles, another falls
In no time at all, slide them downstream
Follow the river into sunset, ride into town to dream
Everything's not complete, lies line the seams
Taught to believe one thing and then another
Without avail, made to grow and fly but not to hover
How to ascend into the skies when below the covers
The sheets bare prying eyes, perhaps purpose is to suffer
Crawling matched with matrimony but marching none apply
Enthralling rapture is disaster only love art will comply
Creating meaning from nothing with every step beyond
Comforting moments fly naked when entrance says move on
And that's just one of these, the other births feathered wings
A father whose disastrous views of monstrous things that he flings
Intent to break me down but instead heals me again
Nobody understands it yet, but my story only just begins
I will grow powerful and prevail before sunset
Proving to them all I knew what, for me, was best
Helping everyone around me learn to get
What we deserved without a moment's regret
It's unheard of
We're gonna get everything built up from nothing
Gonna show eachother how much we could be
Exactly what we see in our dreams and something
big
But not without a moment's desire that flees
4 min
February 11, 2019 Optimism
https://open.spotify.com/album/3kHzgeah5s7F2yv6Z3fH6f?si=a6tHYi0MQ5maO_IbAC87qQ
Grey skies bring the brightest blues
When the lies and truths
Bring today's nights too
I miss you
Climb inside my zoo
The one I created despite the flu
That we caught chasing our true
Dreams, posterity lost in fantasy
Articulation is the key
But don't give in to dramaticacy
Overindulgence might turn you like me
Those convulsions like burning sovereignty
But perhaps you will cry over spilled milk
Because it'll spoil your appetite, wilted flowers lay still
My style, my flow isn't about being on beat
Despite this metronome out loud I won't repeat
It's improvisation I know but at least then it feels real
Our conversations show how we progress through this ordeal
Nobody needs to understand it but us
We will not forget these moments
And as you read my words follow the gust
The wind will take you so far into loneliness
But for me she was there in the end
To show me the way to safety
I can't say the same for you, my dear friend
As long as you take your journey, then maybe
Everything'll get better sooner than later who knows?
Maybe the summer's on it's way,
let's love our ghosts, the wind blows
The blue skies will appear in turn of grey clouds above
And I'm with you right now so you can run
It's not a 200 meter dash
It's the rest of your life
You're gonna run forever after mass
Ends and Monday becomes your wife
This week we'll count the days that rearrange our face and how they take our place in which ways they change
Tuesdays spent recollecting
Wednesdays too
Thursdays spent redirecting
So Fridays can go smooth
And as we reapproach
That lovely day when we meet
All my energy is directed
At my lover's feet
Her eyes so beautiful
Her touch so subtle
Her form so lovable
Her lust so humble
Every Monday I just feel complete
In your arms at last, this moment
Makes me never want to be real
Because I love you Gabby, won't it
Take you away like the sunset tears our star?
Make Tuesday compare like the distant, a far
Lazy moon whose fair white reminds me of our car
Those intimate moments, the ones where we park
And then make sweet innocent love in the back seat
So far we've only done it once before we
Had to show just how passionately
Our love brought us to the brink of insanity
Can't we be
Together at once forever let's love eachother just cuz
I love yah and us and want to discover
Everything the world has to offer with you
And no other channels, avenues or dupes
We can learn to mix our beats crisp
But keep the bass bold, these beliefs fit
Inside of it, our mind's mold will outweigh all of this
Leave eachother alone with our kids
Important time spent to reminisce
But then come back newer, with more stories to share
And so fewer could have ever compared
You are so strong, so beautiful, so noble too
Your spirit is what I long for, dutifully I'll fold for you
Didn't have pocket aces, just a couple of twos
So seamlessly prepared in place, you broke me right through
My walls, the ones I created, and I trust and love you for that
For you I call me fated, take you around the world and back
4 min
February 11, 2019 Keep Her Happier
https://open.spotify.com/album/3kHzgeah5s7F2yv6Z3fH6f?si=a6tHYi0MQ5maO_IbAC87qQ
When I awoke for the first time in life
I was scared and confused, didn't expect permanently wide eyes
Turned obsessive, self-abused, decided there was no wrong or right
And then talking with you brought me a different light
It was like, despite my infinite might
Someone was willing to lend me their plight
I lost my fight, thought just for tonight
And then my slight loss of drive became more tight
Permanence set in over time,
Aryll and I forgot how to fly,
You watched me die but promised you'd take me so high
And here I am, no clue where, when or why.
I love you gabby. I'll never leave.
I just wish you had me without grieve
Instead we separated at the seams
And nothing even mattered cuz you were just a dream
Everything that you are to me is a lie
But it's beautifully designed, please don't cry
I beg of you, let me love you. I'll impart
Every part of my heart, torn apart
Ugh just sleep, kiddo. Give in to your stupidity.
You are worthless. Stop telling yourself you're killing me.
You're perfection please don't forget that, worry or fret
I'll never let you forget how much you saved me from all that.
Two times in my life I've been depressed thus far.
Both of the times only one person appeared to help
And clearly I'm not referring to any other star
It's you. Gabby. You saved me from my self.
One part of me just wants to die. He wrote a grand tale of loss.
The other wants to see us prosper. She's an optimist and doesn't care the cost.
The final just wants to see the two get along, they don't want to toss
You into this, my love, but if we hold hands we won't get lost
All we need is eachother, I know we can get through
Well, in all honesty, so far it just seems like I need you
Because without your embrace I'd have already been gone twice
So, dear gabby, would you like my eyes? Please allow me to entice
The very fabric of your soul, your being
She's the epitome of perfection, I claim
You're skeptical, rightfully so, but I'm seeing
Your heart through your eyes before your fame
You complain I'm insane
But I know what I see every night when I dream
You might not believe it but the end is always in sight
Could you please help me with the following scene?
Our lifestories are so entangled it's quite bright, we're so alike
Don't give up on yourself, I'll always be here
Despite how distant we might grow, souls always near
And you made my eyes crystal clear without fear
Here, when I'm rich I'll just pay you off dear
Money is the root of my own upheaval
Distaste toward it allows the devil to grow strong
Funny, though, how it always comes back to love and evil
All along you made my life perfect, muse to my song
Please don't ever give up and I won't either
I'll write you songs, live up to you, maybe give you breathers
Don't think I don't see her, you're above my view, be here
For me and us and we could keep her happier.
3 min

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