im actually a victim to the phenomenon of a bunch of people not knowing what one of their preferred artists looked like. i thought it was just me, but it turns out there were a lot of people back in the day that didnt know what musical artists looked like.  i was one of those.  

when my family was alive, i did live down the street from one hispanic family.  i learned to wear my bangs up high with hairspray at one point from them.   it was funny.   but i lived in a caucasian household. my neighborhood was caucasian.   the babysitter who molested me was caucasian.

when i moved in with my aunt after my family died, my aunt asked what my name was  on my birth certificate  my first middle and two last names were listed. i always went by my mothers maiden name. but my aunt asked why i didnt go by my fathers last name.  i was around 8 or something.  i told her my name is _ _. im not going to say it but its my first name and my mothers maiden name. it had always been that way. but when my family died.  my aunt changed my name basically.  and it was a bad move   in hindsight it was a very destructive move by my aunt.    my aunt saw me as a hispanic type   not the other.   

another thing she said to me was  that i should learn spanish  and that if i lived in mexico i would thrive there 

i remember my grandmother on my mothers side would always talk about how black people were known to be boisterous and known for being very elaborate or exaggerated   i cant remember the words she used  but it was kind of like   ... black people are usually very boisterous    i spent a lot of time with my grandmother by myself since i was an orphan or whatever    i know what she used to say 

there are places in the world where people are reduced to eating weeds and grass right now 

i have noticed this whole monarchy people having to wait for pay packages. it doesnt make sense. 

everyone who is "complicit" in his take over is responsible as well 

the hybrid monarchy is very wierd. but i will be honest that as a figurehead. the royal family in england made sense as celebrities. seemed like queen elizabeth still governed to be honest until she died. 

i noticed that the king of england has to wait for a pay package.   i dont think donald trump would be that kind of king. that has to wait for  a pay package.