it is not easy to explain, but it is scary for me, a person who is 5'8   to be beaten down   by a  dark dark girl who thinks she is more feminine because she has a higher voice or is more petite.     it is real 

there used to be taller women.  but for some reason anyone who is 5'8 or around there started to get called megaladons by women who are shorter

im just going to tell you what i notice.  there are women who have lower voices there are women who have higher voices. there are shorter women there are taller women. there are petite women there are less petite women.  i have noticed that  there are women who regardless of their skin color. if they are more petite have a higher voice and are shorter, even if they are darker, they think they are more preferable than caucasian women who maybe have a deeper voice, are less petite, or are taller.  i notice there are more women with deeper voices in russia, europe.  but if ladies from russia or europe traveled to america , currently, they would be beaten to shit  by darker petite girls who have a higher voice and are shorter     its just the reality

i really do feel like ive got a goblin watching everyone i talk to then they go around whacking them

i feel like it happened again. one of the people that i liked in that chat that i posted  , someone entered the chat to post a charlie kirk meme and the person i was talking about, it looks like they said something negative about the meme and it got them removed from the chat.   no one in the chat talks about charlie kirk, not that i ever saw since i was in there.  i wasnt in the chat then i found out one of the people commented on a charlie kirk meme and got removed.       i am not sure who removed the guy.  it could have just one person that got them removed.    i never thought about it  but inserting charlie kirk   

i am hearing some of you 'mog'

i swear i am seeing pictures of the real people show up now next to the look a likes     i cant believe some of you have been completely away from the media probably for years while using look a like 

i think the reason it stings so much is because you all have been following me. i am the real person.  but you all have body doubles and as one girl said  you have look a likes on your payroll       

i feel like, i was free then i took a flight back here and landed in isis territory on accident

i dont think i would have been stopped by the police in china. i talked to them on the street. and also visited their security people in the stores. there was no alert that i felt like i needed to watch out for the police. had i stayed there i think i would still be there and like it wouldnt have been like this   except at the very end  when they visited a school  i did kind of get scared   but the school told me they were going to fix the visa   but i decided not to stick around    i also lost my wallet  which was another reason i left   if i hadnt have lost my wallet i probably would have just gone somewhere else other than the u.s.